Merdeka...

my version of merdeka. actually i don't celebrate merdeka. maybe coz i don't feel like merdeka yet. Usually on merdeka or new year eve, i will sitting at home play my guitar at the balcony in front of the house, to see fireworks. my house near 'stuland beach' so they always have this kinda thing like fireworks and stuff.. i can see clearly from my there.

I remember one time when i was 16 or 17 of age i dnt remember but me and my friends when to the 'Dataran Bandaraya'. we plan to see if there's any celebration but no. it was cancel and replace with ceramah agama. still lot of people. maybe they expect something happening. honestly we were so bored.we don't have any plan. a lot of suggestion, like ngeteh at mamak stall (always does this), go to see mak nyah at jalan dobi (boring), play cards at madun's house( boring), then this one suggestion interest us. go to haunted places.

scarry huh. like in tv series call seekers. hehe, but without the camera's and everythg. so the journey begins. we went to some places. but doesn't scare us. then at last we decide to go to chinese cemetary. the cemetary is a hill. we left the van down the hill. oo forgot to tell, there six of us. we walk slowly through the cemetary untill the top of the hill we can't see the main road anymore. So we decide to turn back slowly we walk down. then suddenly one of us scream... ''mak oi..ape tuh...'' everybody run as fast as we could. the weird thing is, the person who scream, among us he kinda fat. but he ran really fast leave us behind. some of us fell down. but nobody cares. everybody try to save their own self. when we reached the van, start the engine then we go. some said the thing still following. i didn't look back. wut i know was im so scared. scared of wut, i really don't know. thank god nobody left behind. we didn't say anything untill we reach mamak stall. we did some post-mortem. it was quite an experiance. terrified, cautious, excitement, stupid, funny... etc.. all those feeling happened. just 2 of us saw the thing behind us. it was very thin but so tall. 3 times taller than normal person. some said it was probably 'hantu galah'. but i don't know. i didn't see. well i neva seen any ghost before. not saying i wanna see one. i just can't tell wether it is true or not. well, i believe in 'jin & syaiton' but ghost.... probably the same. actually why do we have to be afraid of ghost. do they really kill people. my believe is the 'jin & syaiton' wants to make us loose our believe in god. other reason.. maybe coz they have ugly faces. dracula looks cool. infact if i have the power like dracula, it'll be awesome. i'll be immortal.

hehe.. just kidding. no way i wanna be something else. just like the way i am now. hehe.

anyway.. from that day we kinda make it as our weekend routine. almost every weekend, we go find anywhere that looks haunted. we found lot's of hauted houses and places. at first was scared but then it became less afraid.

ok.. i would like to take this opportunity to wish ya all happy Merdeka and happy fasting. bye