Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Eid Mubarak...1st syawal.

Wish ya all Eid Mubarak.

this year i will be celebrating this festival in blanchardstown, Ireland. well i was celebrating it here last year. but this time, is not like i 'balik kampung'. coz i use to live in the city centre and kinda like 'balik kampung' when i came to blanch. this time i permanently lives here with my sisters family. the only family i have in Ireland, heheh. well obviously, most people here celebrate without their family or relatives around, just friends.
Anyway, on the last day of ramadhan, my sister prepared Mee Hoon Soto and Rendang Daging for our main dishes tomorrow and i spent the whole day helping my sister with a lot of thing especially the 'Bergedil' and it's so degil to make it. well, it actually not tht hard but since i had to make 2 bags of potatoe. took me the whole day to do it since morning.
we had takbir from house to house. since there too many people.. well too many malaysians now in Blanchardstown, so we devide in two group. we didn't joined the malaysians in tyrelstown like last year. instead we only combined with malaysians in waterville. there only 4 houses. but still finished at 11.30pm.
its gonna b a big day tomorrow. the Eid Fitr Prayer mostly start at 9.30am tomorrow. We decide to just go to Coolmine Sport centre to perform. It's not a mosque. it's a basketball court. but it's ok. as long as all the rule complied and followed. it doesn't matter. Even we heard tht Malaysian Hall under renovation. too bad for the new comers to gather and feel the experiance the gathering with all malaysian on the first day of syawal.anyway there'll b and even this weekend held in Astra Hall UCD where there's a budget of this event from the Malaysian Government i think. there will be a lot of variety Malaysian dishes. fyi, i was called by the chef to help them with the preparation of food for tht event. isn't tht cool. hehe. basically people will eat the food tht i cook. even thou i will get paid for the job but i feel like i'm contribute something for Malaysia. ok it's really late. its gonna b a big day tomorrow.
so.. again i would like to wish ya all ' Slamat Hari Raya'. and Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Kampung VS Bandar

Dulu mase kecik² bile ajak balik kampung jek mesti muka tension. tp bile dh sampai kampung best pulak. tak tau la apsal, eh tau sbnarnye apsal. jap eh nak ingat.. .hah.. slalu bile balik kampung kepala mesti tensen tak dpt tgk citer kartun best².ekceli ade jek citer lain leh tgk. Ade cenel TV3. tp iklan tv singapura SBC5 mase tuh dh sediakan citer yg lagi menarik. tak ingat la citer ape. tp mmg byk la citer. kepala dh terpikir, konpem terlepas nyer citer ni sume. rasa nak nangis pun ade mase tuh. tp disebabkan balik kampung nyer pasal.. anyway. ade 2 kampung. satu kat Kg Jambu pekan Pahang, satu lagi kat Kg Kuala Gali, Dong Raub, Pahang. hah utk pengetahuan semua Kuala Gali tu dekat ngan Kuala Lipis. tempat Siti Nurhaliza. tp femeli kitorang takde kene mengena pun ngan Siti Nurhaliza. mungkin bau² bacang ade kot.. tp tak penah kaji pun. mase kecik² atuk ngan nenek kat pekan ade lagi. kat raub ade nenek ngan atuk tiri. Atuk betul kat Raub tak penah jumpe pun. Dengar citer meninggal kat Mekah. tak sure la bile meninggal. Jarang citer pasal atuk belah tuh. dgr citer atuk kawen 4... so adik beradik mak ekceli ramai giler. dgr ade lebih 20 org. me myself not really sure 'bout it actually.
ok mane dulu eh nak citer. ok, citer pasal bandar dulu la. kat bandar Jb ade memacam. ade jalan raya. ade kedai runcit yg dekat. ade bangunan. nak jenjalan pun senang. member pun ramai. ade tv singapura. ade byk rumah bole beraya. mesti dpt byk duit raya. To be honest, tak tau la ape yg best kat bandar tu, tp rase taknak balik kampung mase tuh. rase kalu kat kampung takde menda. ade cousin². ade byk pokok. ade rumah kayu yg bilik air kat luar. eh jap jap. citer pasal bandar dulu. ikutkan kat bandar pun mase raya bukan ade org pun. sume org balik kampung. cume ade la member² yg takde kampung. tp bape kerat jek. nak jalan pun susah. takkan nak lepak ngan member tu jek. pastu mesti member tu ngan femeli diorang ape sume. jadi kalu pikir² balik. balik kampung tu la yg terbaik. ade cousin², ade pokok, ade rumah kayu yg bilik air kat luar.
hhmmm.. ok la cukup la citer pasal bandar. tak best pun ekceli. takde menda menarik pun. nanti sambung balik menda yg menarik pasal banda. bile balik kampung, first menda yg tak best ialah perjalanan. tak kire la balik raub ke balik pekan. mase tu mane ade highway. so bile balik, agak tension gak la kat dlm kete tuh. kalu balik pekan ikut laluan timur. so, lalu la mersing, ape sume. kalu gi raub, ikut lauan melaka, kl sume. laluan jalan kampung ni dgn jalan bengkang bengkok. byk bump. pastu kalu jalan malam lak, agak seram. lalu sebelah pokok. bile tgk pokok tu, memacam la bayangan kuar. ade hantu la, ade org jahat la. pastu yg paling tak best skali bile jalan lelame, pusing² nih, kepala pun pening. so ade la yg muntah la. ade yg nak terkencing la tengah² jalan. tu la yg tak best. ok habis. citer psl perjalanan.
bile sampai kampung. tak tau la pasal ape. myb pasal suasana yg lain buat rasa tak best kot. ok . citer pasal pekan dulu la. kat pekan my dad yg paling tua. so my dad kawen dulu. my uncle, ayah uda punye anak paling tua pun baya adik no 5. jadi nak main ke ape pun ngan adik beradik seniri jek. tp ade cousin jauh. lebih kurang baya abang. pastu rumah cousin jauh tu agak jauh gak la. dh la nak gi dr satu rumah ke satu rumah agak seram. even waktu siang pun. pastu adik² die sume pompuan. yg laki lak kecik sgt lagi. tp pakcik kat belah sane agak sporting gak la. yg paling best ialah Pak Tot. die ade beli byk mercun ngan bunga api. jadi agak seronok gak la main mercun ape sume. biase la kecik² ape je yg best. confirm la main jek yg best. even skang pun kalu main especially mercun mesti best. hah, pasal cousin² pompuan yg dua tiga pupu tu pun mase tu kan kecik. takde nafsu pun lagi. so takde pun niat nak tekel ke ape. tp mase jumpe bile dh besar pun agak cun gak.. eh bukak agak.. mmg cun pun. cume biase la. sape la kite ni nak tekel. dh le diorang sume cerdik pandai. jenis peksa sume A1. .. melalut lak cite nih. rasenye dari kecik sampai skang, tak penah skali pun bebual ngan diorang. hhmm.. oo lagi satu femeli agak religous. mayb psl tu kot. pastu ade mak cu zakiah kat kampung. hah.. makcu ni kire penduduk remaja yg lame yg kitorang kenal. umur die atas setahun jek dari abang. ekceli die sebenarnya anak angkat. die pun tak tau untill die dah abis blaja unversiti. kesian kan. tu pun atuk sedara yg bagi tau. sedih gak dgr mase tuh. kalu jadi diri die mesti sedih. tp nak wat cemane. dh takdir camtuh. oo nak citer kat sini.. mak cu ni la banyak citer² pasal kat kampung tu. nak nak citer antu. byk gak la citer antu kat kampung nih. antu takde kaki, tiap malam cari kaki la. antu terbang kat pokok la. dh la kat depan dlm kawasan rumah tu ade pokok besar gile. mmg seram la tgk pokok tuh. oo lagi satu bilik air kat luar. so bile nak mandi jek, rase cuak tu mula la. especially malam la. siang ok lagi. hehe. kat kampung pekan ni mase kecik rase cam bosan jek. tp kalu nak tau, kampung ni byk org ternama dtg dr sini. contoh, Tun Razak tu sebenarnya Atuk sedara, beliau sedara ngan my nenek yg kitorang panggil Tok. kalu atuk lak kitorang panggil To'Ki. bukan penyanyi to'ki eh. takde kene mengena ngan ini citer... so Najib tu kire sedara la. tp tak penah jumpe pun. Ayah biase la jumpe. dh sedara kan. even majlis kawen kakak pun die tak dtg. apatah lagi kalu majlis berbuka puase bersama keluarga. pastu kalu meeting Umno slalu la ayah attend, sampai skang pun kalu ade hal pape, meeting ke ape mesti ayah attend nyer kat pekan tuh. pasal ayah ni takleh dok diam. suke jalan. bukan jalan makan angin. tp jalan gi keje ke. tak dpt duit pun takpe. janji jumpe org. maybe suke jumpe org, bual² kot. tu yg anak die ikut. like me.. i dnt know if i ever tell this, but i dnt actually like travelling. but i love to go around see people or friends. tak kesah la jauh ke dekat. anyway.. Ayah agak kuar gak politik. even dgr citer dulu mase umur die 27 dh jadi calon katua pemuda. tp disebabkan ayah keje bank. dpt offer jadi manager, pastu pindah ke kedah. so terpaksa la kensel niat tuh. hah.. tp sokong mane.. tu adalah Rahsia k. Undi itu rahsia. byk la dato' dtg dari kampung kitorang tuh.
hah.. tu citer pasal Pekan. tp dulu tak tau pekan tu sebenarnya best, byk sejarah ape sume. jadi mase kecik tu lagi suka .. ekceli tak suka pun. cume lebih prefer balik Raub. kat raub ni sedara ramai skit. Mak adik no 3 dari 4 org. ekceli ramai lagi.. bak katakan tadi, atuk kawen 4. so, adik beradik mak ekceli ade lebih 20 org. tapi yg kenal cume adik beradik betul jek. yaitu 4 org. ade paklong ketot, mak ngah, my mom ngan pakcik yen. oo ade makcu gak. pun anak angkat gak. tp umur agak jauh dari abang. pun same tak tau mase kecik. bile besar skit baru tau. sian kan. mase kecik tu ade Atuk tiri idup lagi. atuk tiri ni dgr citer best gile. baik sangat. sayang sgt kat sume org. kire penyayang la. especially my mom. coz my mom jek yg dok ngan wan dari kecik sampai besar. kire manja la. lain sume dok ngan mak tiri atau ngan ayah betul iaitu atuk yg meninggal kat mekah yg tak penah jumpe tuh. hah, my grandma kitorang panggil Wan and atuk kitorang panggil atok. Pastu kat sini ramai la cousin. ikut batch. batch abg ngan kakna, yg lain ade abg Lan, pastu abg Lee, abg Man, pastu kak ti and fahmi. then my batch ade Jijie ngan Azwan pastu ade Ain. hhmm.. pastu batch bawah lain ade my brother ijat, aus, nani, cousin lain .. syakira and syafinaz. so agak ramai la cousin². jd agak seronok gak la. byk la aktiviti² yg dijalankan. seperti memancing, mandi sungai, panjat pokok.. hah yg paling best. gi kebun tebu makan tebu mase bulan pose. hahah. bukan makan tebu jek. ekceli ade cousin yg agak teging siap mencuri buah, kuih raya dan bermacam lagi dr dapur and makan kat kebun tebu tuh. mandi sungai pun best gak. macam dlm drama tv. kalu kat kampung mandi sungai sume tuh. mase tuh best la, tp kalu ajak skang nih, tak tau la. dh tak minat kot. jadi hilang la rase bosan tak dpt nonton tv singapura yg menyediakan byk program yg menarik. ces.. skema lak ayat. pstu kat kampung ni pun byk gak citer antu. lagi seram kat kampung sini. lagi pendalaman. parking kete jauh kat luar. pastu kene rentas utan, jalan lecak². kalu sampai siang ok lagi. tu pun seram. kalu sampai malam, kompem tak nampak jalan. kene pakai lampu suluh. bile jln tengah utan ni, mula la pikir memacam. ade pontianak la, ade jembalang tanah la,.. hah. pastu kat rumah tu lak, dh la umah papan kan. keliling sume pokok besar. cam rumah kat pekan tu ade satu jek pokok besar. pastu pokok lain sume jauh. tp ni. keliling sume pokok. besar kecik. sederhana kecik. sederhana besar. hehe saje nak panjangkan citer. hehe. pastu mase time raya, lagi la best. pakai baju melayu baru. biasela .. mase tu tiap² tahun ade jek baju baru ngan kasut baru. mase tu femeli agak loaded. kalu bab² barang baru ni femeli kitorang la paling grand. sume nak baru. duit raya lak, byk gile dpt. dr ayah jek dpt RM50. byk tu mase tuh. takyah dpt duit raya dr org lain. dr ayah seniri pun dh rase cukop la nak beli pape. rugi tul tak mintak memacam time tuh. sejak zaman gawat tu takde dh menda nih sume. citer lain.
Pastu biase la.. dh gi balik kampung.. pegi la skali ziarah cousin²/kenalan² lain. ade yg kat kuantan, kat temerloh, kat muadzam.. etc. bile kat umah cousin jauh lain, tak byk ckp sangat. biase la budak baik. hehe. tp abang agak byk gak ckp. die macam org tua. kecik² dh tua. so die suke la menyampuk cpk org tua nih. konfiden die lebih. i'm a shy person, so kalu org tanye jek la baru ckp. kalu tak tanye, diam jek la. senyum ke. hehe. kakak.. hhmm.. tak bape tau sgt la. kakak pun rase tak byk ckp kot. kalu org tanye baru jawab. pastu lak mesti die slalu ngan mak. ngan set set pompuan.
.. rase tu jek basically kat kampung, especially time pose/raya. byk lagi ekceli citer pasal kampung nih. kalu ikutkan citer kompem tak abis nyer.citer kat kampung. kat bandar tak byk sgt nak citer. pasal mase kecik bile time raya byk spent time kat kampung. bile dh seminggu dua raya baru pulang ke bandar. kat bandar lak. zaman kecik dulu tak byk umah wat open hse. trend tu tak byk lagi. tp ade jek yg buat. hah... yg paling best time raya kat banda nih, mase time marhaban. mmg sronok la. lepas smayang isya'. kitorng gi la rumah² yg nak wat marhaban. bile reramai org, berselawat ikut imam, dh la imam tu suare dan lagu die best. mmg syok la. my voice la yg paling kuat. eh.. ekceli bebudak sama baya sume suare kuat. nak show off sape lagi hafal. hehe. tp lelame pakcik kt mesjid tu sume wat kitorang cam team lak. bdk² kecik diri kat tgh². pastu makan. biase la. time makan nih.. memacam la ade. ketupat rendang, pulut, nasi himpit, satay. mesti terliur kan citer pasal makan time pose nih. hehe. hah.. kat kampung lak memacam gak makanan. lupe lak nak citer. kalu kat kampung, byk la masakan kampung. byk masakan sayuran kampung. but mase kecik dulu, i dnt eat vegetables. so tak rase sgt la masakan tuh. bile besar ni baru tau best nyer masakan tuh. cam pucuk paku masak lemak. pergh .. terbaik. makan gitu pun best. lain... ikan patin masak cili, kangkung, dan memacam lagi. nak cakp satu² pun bukan ingat. tak tau tu makanan org johor ke org pahang. tp kalu kat pekan tuh everytime raya ayah akan order nasi dagang kat jiran area situ. ngan kueh akok. tu la. tak tau kueh tu asal mane. dulu ingat kueh tu kueh org pahang. tp rupenyer org ckp kelantan punye. ntah la. tp skang ni kat memane pun leh dpt menda² tuh. even kat ireland nih pun byk jek makanan malaysia bole dpt. ..
ok la.. nak tido la. panjang gak eh entri kali nih. kepal dh noneng dh. cemane eh org lain leh type panjang² camnih. mesti diorang ni terer bab tulis menulis nih.. ok la.. dgn ini.. i take this opportunity to wish ya all slamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri. salah dan silap harap la dimaafi. terima kasih.

p/s: entri nih adalah ayat spontan tanpa diedit. so kalu ade salah ckp ke, penggunaan bahasa yg salah ke, mintak maap la bebanyak. ekceli kebanyakan entri lain pun adalah ayat tanpa edit. so, byk la salah agaknya. lagipun i'm not a writer. so i neva write something correctly. mase dulu pun bile peksa, bab karangan jek mesti hancur. takde terpikir nak jadi writer pun..ok.. bye

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I'm offically move

now i officially move but still at Jervis. just below my prev hse. just dnt wanna go home(blanch) yet. nothing to do anyway in blanch. atleast here is in the middle of cty ctr. easy for me to get things plus i'm still paying for my gym. well, i did sign a form to stop this payment but it takes 30 days to process. Anyway, i still didn't get a job. now market is not that good. Numbers of unemployed increase by 6.8%. the worst in ireland. second highest was in 1998 6%. im one of them. feels like goin home now. wut shall i do. got nothing else i can do. I can't go back to Maybank. they won't take me back. would they?
anyway, bout my movement to my sisters. all my things are there. well, some still here and at my ex-housemate new hse. probably next week i'm gonna take all back to my sisters. Now, everyday, i look in the internet and look for jobs. call severals companies. Can't eat coz i'm fasting ofcourse. i can if i want to. nobody cares. everybody out there eatings. coz most of them aren't muslim. hhmm.. wut if i skip fasting tomorrow. oohh no... god knows wut i'm doin'. forgive me god. won't do it again. ooo.. gotta pray.. bye now.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

lonely planet...

ekceli title nih amik dr nama blog member nih. rase cam best jek. anyway skang nih mmg keseorangan pasal member lain sume dah pindah umah baru. so saya sorang² tinggal umah nih. owner lame belom review lagi. so bole la lepak sehari due lagi. saya pindah rumah kaka kat blanch. rase sunyi gile dok sorang² gini. dh la bulan pose. sume org tgh tido. bile sorang² camni tu yg teringat memacam. mak bapak, femeli lain, member² (kat msia especially), bilik kat Jb msia, equipment gym kat bilik, gitar karen, warung man satay tempat lepak, retaurant ayub, stulang laut, danga bay... dan memacam lagi. walaupun dok umah ni setaun lebih jek. tp byk gak menda best happen kat sini. kire kenangan gak la. cube imagine rumah ni penuh ngan barang² tetiba kosong sekosongnya.

ni pintu masok jervis. slalu anak dol kopak pintu masok dlm area nih. dh banyak kali asik kopak pastu betulkan, pastu kene balik kopak , betulkan balik.. ntah ape anak dole tu wat. saje mengacau org.. mabuk, pastu muntah merata, makanan bersepah. tu sume confirm rembat kat spa. bukan beli pun. kengkadang siap buang najis die lagi kat tangga.
pastu kat jervis ade ramai gak komuniti malaysian. so best la nak lawat rumah lain. senang. ni pulak baru ni cam tersempak beberapa awek melayu. cam baru sampai jek. tak penah tgk pun sblom ni. tinggal tingkat satu. tp kitorang dh pindah. ok tu jek nak citer.

Kalu lagu 'Malaysia Bole' camni kan best.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Majalah Kosmo

Korang penah baca majalah Kosmo. i neva read it either. but if you guys have the chance gi la kedai mamak ke hari ahad nih, belek² majalah tuh . My housemate ckp member die ade wat liputan pasal die and his fren kat Ireland nih. Housemate especially die ckp. so byk la citer pasal puase and persiapan raya kitorang. Gamba pun ade. tu yg cool. cam artist lak rase. hehe. ok.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


terima kasih diucapkan kepada cik Dayana kerana memberi saya award ini. Award ini saya tujukan buat ibubapa saya, keluarga, guru-guru & rakan seperjuangan sekalian. tanpa anda siapa la diri ini. sekian terima kasih..

Monday, September 8, 2008

Last Saturday..









I'm sure everybody remember the phrase 'Tipah tertipu' from the Ali Setan movie 1985. even there's a song by ruffedge using this phrase. I'm sure ya remember the actor Azmil Mustafa from tht movie.













guess what, he was at my sister's house last saturday. Not as an actor, just to visist and share some idea's 'bout religous. Actually we are having 'Majlis berbuka Puase and Solat terawikh'.





Well is not that happening actually. is just a small event. not many people came. For the breaking fast and solat maghrib event, there only 5 people came including Azmil mustafa and his son. My sister make udang kunyit, ayam percik and sayur kobis.Side dish popiah and kuih bakar.
Terawikh start after isya'. So at around 10pm. other people start coming and we start with solat isya' and terawikh. In the middle of terawikh, there's a break. giv way for Azmil to share his thought. It was really interesting. he's actually doing his documentary about muslim people lives in EU. He discover a lot while his here. he also talks about calender base on sun and the moon. neva thought bout that before. the different between hijrah calendar and the normal calendar we use. then continue with the rest of solat terawikh and witir.
After that, we having moreh. There's a lot more dishes like bubur kacang, lepat pisang, apam balik, .. etc. they said, no need to go home to malaysia to have all this. haha.
everybody go home at half 12. .. ok thats all ..

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

nothing again.. just a stupid thought in the middle of the night.

so bored. feel so lonely. have frens around. still lonely. every night dreams about my past. my childhood. wut happen to me? wut i achieve so far? almost 30 but still nothing. next year gonna be another year older, then another year, then a year, another year.. until i'm old. life is short.. ya right Nike

Monday, September 1, 2008

Merdeka...

my version of merdeka. actually i don't celebrate merdeka. maybe coz i don't feel like merdeka yet. Usually on merdeka or new year eve, i will sitting at home play my guitar at the balcony in front of the house, to see fireworks. my house near 'stuland beach' so they always have this kinda thing like fireworks and stuff.. i can see clearly from my there.



I remember one time when i was 16 or 17 of age i dnt remember but me and my friends when to the 'Dataran Bandaraya'. we plan to see if there's any celebration but no. it was cancel and replace with ceramah agama. still lot of people. maybe they expect something happening. honestly we were so bored.we don't have any plan. a lot of suggestion, like ngeteh at mamak stall (always does this), go to see mak nyah at jalan dobi (boring), play cards at madun's house( boring), then this one suggestion interest us. go to haunted places.












scarry huh. like in tv series call seekers. hehe, but without the camera's and everythg. so the journey begins. we went to some places. but doesn't scare us. then at last we decide to go to chinese cemetary. the cemetary is a hill. we left the van down the hill. oo forgot to tell, there six of us. we walk slowly through the cemetary untill the top of the hill we can't see the main road anymore. So we decide to turn back slowly we walk down. then suddenly one of us scream... ''mak oi..ape tuh...'' everybody run as fast as we could. the weird thing is, the person who scream, among us he kinda fat. but he ran really fast leave us behind. some of us fell down. but nobody cares. everybody try to save their own self. when we reached the van, start the engine then we go. some said the thing still following. i didn't look back. wut i know was im so scared. scared of wut, i really don't know. thank god nobody left behind. we didn't say anything untill we reach mamak stall. we did some post-mortem. it was quite an experiance. terrified, cautious, excitement, stupid, funny... etc.. all those feeling happened. just 2 of us saw the thing behind us. it was very thin but so tall. 3 times taller than normal person. some said it was probably 'hantu galah'. but i don't know. i didn't see. well i neva seen any ghost before. not saying i wanna see one. i just can't tell wether it is true or not. well, i believe in 'jin & syaiton' but ghost.... probably the same. actually why do we have to be afraid of ghost. do they really kill people. my believe is the 'jin & syaiton' wants to make us loose our believe in god. other reason.. maybe coz they have ugly faces. dracula looks cool. infact if i have the power like dracula, it'll be awesome. i'll be immortal.


hehe.. just kidding. no way i wanna be something else. just like the way i am now. hehe.
anyway.. from that day we kinda make it as our weekend routine. almost every weekend, we go find anywhere that looks haunted. we found lot's of hauted houses and places. at first was scared but then it became less afraid.
ok.. i would like to take this opportunity to wish ya all happy Merdeka and happy fasting. bye