when the telephones ring

valentine's & chinese new year...

2010-02-13T18:36:00.000-08:00

valentines, chinese new year..

sume plan tak jadi.. ape la nk jadi kan. cuti lak last minute bagitau.. tension tul la...nk tulis kat sini pun malas. ok la bye..

2010-01-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

yeow wussup,

cam hip hop pun ade.. hehe. lame gile tak tulis blog nih. actually dh takde internet kat umh. lagipun sejak dok msia nih cam bosan nk kontek org. dok umh takde wat ape. member asik ajak kuar jek. byk sgt tempat nk gi. tak pegi pun. bebaru ni beli drum. so complete la barang yg diidamkan nk beli selame ni dr zaman skolah. so ade mase terluang jamm kat umh. anyway puas ati la. apa yg ade skang kan.

ni skang tgh lepak kat ayub ngan aus sambil surf internet. tak tau nk surf ape ekceli. skang ni pun life cam tak best ekceli. takde yg menarik. takde yg extraordinary nk citer pun. keje pun sux. tp memane keje pun sux. cume ni rasenyer paling sux kot. oo cume recently cam best gak la. pasal ade some frens yg make me looking forward to go to work. kalu tak dari awal aritu tiap ari rase nk benti jek. nasib baik my mom tak bagi benti. bukan la nasib baik. kire tu la yg ekceli makes me tak benti keje. ekceli skang ni pun masih rase nk benti. cume takde keje lain jek. tp kalu ikut ati, takde keje lain pun takpe janji tak keje sini. keje shift ni, byk pro cons nyer. yg best nyer bos takde time malam. jadi cam agak bebas skit la. ade can nak mengular. tp system still captured. cume bos lambat skit la nk monitor kitorang mengular ke ape. yg cons nyer lagi byk. citer pun takut org tak paham. salah satunyer, system byk takleh operate time malam lepas kol 9. jadi bile customer request something, kene buat follow up walaupun dh janji time tu buat. pastu buat kene time tak keje. kalu diorang bayar gaji time tu takpe gak. ni yg tu kene initiative seniri. ooo. tp atleast ade keje kan. dari takde keje langsung. heheh.. ok la. malas la nk tulis blog ekceli. takde idea.. nk wat citer dongeng..... hhmm.. nanti la.. ok girls and boys... happy new year...

my wish will come true soon...........

2009-11-29T20:06:00.000-08:00

together wit Family again

2009-08-21T14:51:00.000-07:00

the first day of Ramadhan. the whole family gether together again.

di hening pagi yg gelap

2009-08-19T12:49:00.000-07:00

tajuk kat atas ni betul² takde kene mengena pun ngan lagu Hujan tuh. tp ini cerita yg benar² berlaku pagi tadi. kat rumah jb nih. biase la cam dulu² la. dok sorang². all the sudden aku terjaga. something was not right. i went downstairs. didn't notice anything at first. nothing unsual really happen actually. it was the smell. coming out from no where. hhmm smells like minyak atar pun ade. bau tak best pun ade.. cam cuak gak. dh le dok sorang. dulu penah gak rase seram camni. dh le gelap lagi. azan subuh pun blom lagi time tuh. atas bawak cek. mmg takde. pastu cam teringat ade minyak atar kat bilik depan. but when i check it out. takde lak tertumpah ke terbukak ker. and dlm bilik tu takde la sgt bau tuh. the whole house. but tak jumpe². then i went back to my room. it came from outside. i hv a thought like maybe ade malaikat lalu ke jenjalan dlm bilik pastu kuar lalu tingkap bilik. hhmmm. tapi bau tu kengkadang cam tak best pun ade. cuak gak. tak cuak sgt la kalu takat bau kan. cam dulu nyer citer tu lagi cam seram kot. bole ade bunyi org ketuk pintu bukan bilik, pintu almari. tak cuak pulak kan mase tu. kalu certain org tuh bole terkincet kot. hehe. anyway yg pasal bau tadi. i went out the corridor. the smell was stronger. cek cek rupenyer dtg dari kanan. I saw a smoke..........

ceh, rupenyer rumah nyonya selang 2 rumah tu tengah semayang bakar colok ape sume. patut la bau pelik ape sume. mak ai, pepagi lagi dh. buat cuak jek. pastu azan. wa semyang ape sume. then layan youtube jap. tertido balik. hehehe. tu jek citer utk arini.. ok bye

An interview...

2009-07-17T09:09:00.000-07:00

I had an interview yesterday. Mardec Berhad the name of the company. was fully manage by government but somebody took over it. anyway, as usual i was informed earlier on Monday. i need to confirm the next day that i can come on the day setting. on thursday that is yesterday. so the next day i called to confirm that i'm coming but couldn't get through.line was so busy. but after a while she called again. oo her name was Zeera. nice spoken. speak english. so i confirmed that i come on thursday. asked her few things like the map and everything. she send me email with the map. it was good. i even looked into google map for details of the road. so, before the day, i study a bit about the company. the organization chart, the products and stuff. it's a big company thou. everythings was perfect. i think this is it. as an internal auditor. hhmm.. sounds cool huh. so on thursday, that is yesterday. after subuh prayer, i slept again. hahahah. at 9 i fully awake. tryna find all my cert and iron my cloth. getting ready. my brother help me with some breakfast. heheh. so lazy and kinda late. the interview supposed to be at 12.30pm. well not late, just be cautious. so i assume i'm late. i went out at 11.00am. is not that hard. everything just on time. i reach there exactly 11.45am. still time for me to catch a breath and get ready. i sign in at 11.50am. went to the reception. registered my name and she gave me a form. oo she's quite cute. hehe. well very cute actually. ooo i greet her the receptionist in Malay. like :

me : hi, saya ada interview arini. Nama saya Harris.

Receptionist : Oo, sekejap ye. ok awak isi borang nih dan bole tunggu di Sofa tu yer.( big smile)

me: ok, terima kasih yer.(smile back) . ooo kat mane Mens room yer?

Receptionist: kluar sini, straight ke belakang. ade pintu masok ye.

still time to go to the toilet. hahah. i went to the toilet. then i get a call. i didn't get to pick it up. it's from the office. i went back to the reception.

me: cik, saya rase ni no ofis ni la, betul tak (show her on my phone).

receptionist: a'ah, takpe sekejap lagi ade la org turun. nanti die panggil.

me: oo ye ke. terima kasih ye (while somebody like waiting at the back)

i guess that's the person who called me. i mean Zeera. the HR personell. just as i thought.. it was indeed. she greet me. in english.

zeera : hye how are you?

me : hye, how ya doin? (at the same time she greet me). i'm grand thanks.

Zeera: are you harris?

me: yes indeed.

Zeera: so you got my email and the map right? how da ya find it. is it easy to find the place?

me: was brilliant, not that hard to find it. was good. thank you so much.

Zeera: so, everythings ok?

me: yeah ofcourse, so i sit here yeah. ya will call me later yeah.

Zeera: yes, when you ready, go on the first floor and wait at the lobby ok.

me: ok, thanks a mill.

she went off. somewhere. i silent my phone. fill up the forms. oo there's another candidate. a fresh graduate. just a month work in a food company i think. hehe. i dnt remember everything. hehe. he finish fill up the form and went up first. i just take some times. just to be calm. hehe. but i finish it anyway. so i went up. the receptionist give a big smile again. damn she's cute. oo Zeera, i didn't catch her face really well. but she's kinda hot. well malay kinda hot. brown. highlighted hair, not so thin, just nice. didn't catch her face. well doesn't matter. hehe.

at the lobby. so bored. so quiet. read some magazine. some brochures.oo there's tea ready to be poured. but no biscuit. kedekut punyer company besar. hehe. my phone vibrate. oo my dad. asked me how am i doin. and told me he's goin to jb that nite. asked home landline number. after that, i notice there's 2 text message. one fr my mom wishing me good luck and the other one from.. hhhmm. Zeera, the HR personell. wishing me goodluck. ''Hi Harris, it's me Zeera, Gud luck n be cnfident ya! Wish u all the best!''. so i reply with a simple thanks. kinda weird. not weird actually. why can't she just go to me and say good luck. maybe her room too far i guess. but obviously she exposed her personel number. maybe companies number perhaps. after a while she replied again. she wish me again. this time wit a smiley emoticon. hhmmm.. i didn't reply. hehe. the candidate before me finished. a nice lady came out and greet me. she thought i was some foreigner or something. coz i'm the only candidate who didn't put any bin on my name. and i make it short as Harris Zaharey instead of my full name. the interview goin well. she seems very nice. polite. but too bad she said, there's a better candidate for the job. kinda disapointed. i'm not that good enough i guess. hhmm. too bad. but seriously, she's very nice lady. i mean the interviewer. but for the first time i didn't get to tell a lot about my work. i more talk on my lifehood. can ya imagine. my interest, my hobby, my vacation to europe. hahah. my school life. weird huh. quite long thou. almost an hour. neva had an interview for an hour. but it was done anyway. now depends on faith wether i'm gonna get it or not. who knows. she might change her mind thou. hehe. oo went we were out, the lady, she asked me when i'm gonna get married. hahah. she kinda tell me that i have to get married fast. heheh. then we say bye.

after that i text Zeera, well to reply her second gudluck wish. i said thanks again, and told her i just finished the interview. she replied again and she said will let me know if anything.. with smiley. .. i was kinda wondering. i've been to several interview. neva get that kinda hostility. well normal thing if they greet me and give me a drink. but send me text and everything with personal mobile number. hhmm. maybe tht's her style. maybe she did it to all candidate. an extra service. a superb service for customers satisfaction. hehe. i didn't reply her last text. why? i dnt know why. maybe will text her next week. ok tht's all my story..

Heal The World -MJ RIP-

2009-06-27T04:24:00.000-07:00

comparison muslim womens wear hijab, niqab, free hair...

2009-06-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

Is not supposed to be a debate or something. from my observation they're kinda disgreeing wit each other. especially Sonia. even the interviewer kinda objecting people wearing it obviously coz she's not muslim. Only the one wear niqab kinda relax, not complaining. only say thing that were been asked.

Anyway most of thing they said i think are they're opinion and their choice, wear or not to wear. Even in islam we are not suppose to force. only one thing that strikes me to say something. About equality on mens and womens. what is equality or fair. everything have to be the same. is that equality. it is easy to calculate using math. like 10 divide 2 equal to 5. or 100 divide by 10 equal to 10. lets put it into human nature. there are 2 person 1 male and 1 female. there are 10 womens panties to be given for a present or something, doesnt matter. so they get 5 womens panties to this female and 5 to male. that's equal isn't it. but is it fair?there are lot more other example but i think one is enough yeah.

my point is, every living things in this whole universe are created differently. lets focus on human. Mens and Womens are created differently. doesn't mean ya cannot do this but ya cannot do that. lot's of thing that women can do that mens cannot do too. agree wit me... ok.. gotta go now..

Everythings gonna be ok...

2009-06-17T11:40:00.000-07:00

In the name of Allah the Most Graceful and Merciful.

just be cool. nothing so serious. just wanna thank Allah for what have been given to me. Thank you so much.. ok that's all. bye

wearing Hijab for the first time... to inspire muslims women.

2009-06-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Todays topic

2009-06-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

''Bekerjalah seperti kamu akan hidup seribu tahun dan bersembahyang seperti kamu akan mati keesokan hari..''

i know i heard this from somewhere. it think it's from our phrophets Muhammad (peace be upon him). 'work like we gonna live a thousand years and pray to Allah like we gonna die tomorrow '. easy to understand isn't it. we have to work anyway. to survive. to give to our family and children and to the poor. at the same time we have to pray to Allah and imagine like it is the last prayer that we gonna perform.

Just to remind to you and myself..

Amazing..

2009-06-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

good luck in Ireland...

2009-06-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

to my sister Nanie. i just send her to the airport. she's goin to visit my sister and ofcourse our newborn nephew 'Hisyam'. some stories to tell bout things i heard fr my sisters family in Ireland. heard that husayn even he's only 2 years old but now can speak very well. before my sister deliver the baby, at 2am husayn woke up and told my sister 'hisyam coming down'. suddenly my sister water bed break. after a while my sister delivered the baby safely. like husayn already knew it gonna happen. and recently husayn kinda emotional when he told my sister 'now you can love husayn (with jealousy faces)'. hehe. as for Ameera she's old enough to be a good sister where she has to be fair with her 2 brothers. Nothing much happen i guess in Ireland. ooo oo.. i just heard that to renew visa now is €300 instead of €100 i paid last year. probably they really wanna kickout all the foreigners in Ireland. not much to say i guess. i'm kinda having a headache right now. bye

Interesting weekends..

2009-05-25T07:39:00.000-07:00

not so interesting i guess. i went to jb anyway. nothing important in jb. just my mom asked me to do something back home. i went to a small punk gig recently. didn't enter. just outside the place. meet some old frens. not much different actually. only the crowd getting smaller. heard most of them separated. hv some misunderstanding and dificulties i guess. anyway it is nice to see them after few years. even in my lastyear before i left JB/Malaysia i'm kinda do my own things kinda not joining them.

at night. saturday night. my another fren of mine. he pick me up coz his wife went for a course. we had dinner at permas jaya. near to my old office. oo this fren of mine, he use to be the printer machine technician in my old office in maybank. i'm quite close to him compare to other maybankers. well, actually i'm kinda close to everybody, client, customers, workers near to maybank(thts just another story). after that we waited for his fren and picked another fren in Johor Jaya. then we went to this Karaoke house in Taman Suria. interesting place. for info, i neva even been to Red Box. heard the Red Box is too expensive. well, the place i went to is called Diva. malay all. but still they sell beer and shit like in a pub. oo they hv live band every saturday. so while we waiting for a room, we listen to the band played. awesome huh. im not sure how much for an hour coz my fren paid it. but i looked at board say that per hour is rm15 and 2hour is rm28 and 3 hours is rm40.cheap huh. i think for Red Box is over rm100 for 3 hours isn't it.

it was fun.singing songs. with frens. .... aaahh.. im bored again.. till next time. bye

cerita satu hari...

2009-05-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

hye.. ok . today nak share things happen today. this morning biasela breakfast. oo, breakfast makan crepes. cam lempeng jek. cume nama jek nak omputeh skit. kalu kat dublin slalu gak makan crepes nih, samada bancuh seniri kat umh or makan kat coffee shop. Rasenyer yg best kat Lemon crepe. mmg specialize in crepes. bole makan samada manis atau masin. manis biasenyer makan ngan nutella or jam, or peanut butter or just butter. but today makan ngan kaya. rasenyer takde kot kaya kat sane. yg rase lebih kurang cam kaya ade la kot. tp panggil jam jugak. anyway. lepas makan sambil layan tv sampai la kol 1pm. pastu siap² gi career fair kat PWTC. ingatkan career fair ni cikai² jek. rupenyer mak ai. besar gile. byk gile company yg ade. interesting gak la. lame gak kat sane tadi. sampai la kol 3pm. pastu dh bosan. memula pikir cam nk balik. tetiba rase cam nak gi KLCC lak. punye la panas berjalan. berpeluh tak hengat. sapu tangan dh bole perah dah. tu belom berlari lagi. baru jalan jek. hehe. pastu amik rapid kl starline.kalu nak gi klcc kene naik dr stesen PWTC sampai mesjid jamek then naik rapid kl putra gi klcc. yg tak best nyer kene beli teket lain. takde cam satu teket same. apsal la eh tak wat skali jek kan. kan senang. kate sat kompeni dh. anyway mase sampai kat mesjid jamek rase cam tak jadi lak gi klcc. rase cam nk jenjalan area kotaraya, pudu, petaling street. so berjalan la tadi. cool gak. walaupun panas giler takleh hendel, tp truskan gak. jenjalan. best la. lame tak rase camtu. teringat zaman lepak kl dulu. zaman belom pakai scooter lagi. mase blaja kalu gi town mesti cam jenjalan area situ. pasal memacam menda gak kat situ. kire compare ngan shopping complex lain cam klcc ape sume, confirm la area PS sume tu cam murah skit kot. confirm la kan. barang ciplak byk. hahahah. pastu .. hah yg bestnyer sejak balik dr Ireland ni kan tak makan lagi burger tepi jalan. so tadi merasa la makan burger tepi jalan. tp harga pun dh naik. ingat lagi, rasenyer dulu last makan burger rm1.50 jek kot burger ayam. skang ni rm2.20. hhmm,.. ok la kot. pastu singgah kat CM. ni pun cam tempat kenangan gak. dulu selalu gak jenjalan sorang2 area situ tgk gelagat org. tido kat area situ pun penah. bukan hotel, tepi jalan jek. biase la. kengkadang sampai kl dari jb pastu cam awal pagi sangat, so tido jek la kat memane. cool gak la.. tgk org main gitar. rase cam kat grafton dublin pun ade. cume yg men gitar tu satu jek la. maybe kat sini panas kan. so org cam malas kot nak wat street performing kat sini. cam kalu nak wat aksi patung tepi jalan. confirm la takleh. baru dok kejap jek dh peluh, cemane nak diri diam² dengan mekap lelame. pastu lepas dh bosan, masok jap dlm cm tgk menda kat dlm. byk gak la berubah. confirm la kan. kalu mase keje kat jb dulu pun bile dtg kl bukan nak gi dh tempat² situ. gi KLCC ade la. tu pun kalu ade org ajak. nk gi seniri confirm tak la. pastu ingat nak balik la. so gi la cari komuter terdekat. yg paling dekat is stesen kuala lumpur iaitu stesen keretapi tanah melayu. cam sesat gak. dulu rasenyer kene tembus ikut dayabumi baru bole masok. rupenyer tanye org tadi, bole masok ikut pintu tepi ade jejantas jek. so dh beli teket ape sume tunggu pastu naik bile komuter sampai. tetiba jek tengah jalan tuh, lampu dlm komuter tu termati. sampai kat stesen kl sentral tu tak gerak². org punye la ramai kat situ. last skali kene kuar sume org. after 15 minute tunggu, baru la ade annoucement.rupenyer ade teknikal fault kat line seremban kajang. dan mengifekkan sume laluan. tension gak. pastu tengah rilek² tuh ade sorang mamat ni tegur. dari mula lagi die dh start cam nak tegur. tp memula cam nk wat dang jek. jap agi die asik tanye memacam, dari mane ape sume. bukanla cuak. slalunyer org ... ok repeat again, selalunyer, bukan semua la. selalunyer org camni mesti nak pow ker ape kan. tak cuak pun. cume malas la kalu menda tu jadi kan. tp layankan gak. pastu annoucement ckp tak tau bile bole baik komuter tuh. so mamat ni ajak gi minum lak. die ckp die boh. so, i got nothing to do, just go jek la. well actually ade janji jumpe org. tp since komuter pun rosak nk wat cemane kan. tp ingat nk cari bas la. mamat tu pun nk balik shah alam gak. byk cakap gak mamat nih. tak benti la unless kalu ade mencelah ckp skit baru la die benti jap. ingat die ni masok air ke ape kot.hehehe. biase la kot. budak musik. oo tak citer lagi eh. ekceli die citer die baru lepas wat event kat mane ntah . lupe lak. die wat event utk Yuna. die kate org kampung die. kat kuantan. so die cam one of the organizer gak la. so interesting. at first die cam citer la pasal bab musik la ape sume. die ingat aku tak tau kot pasal tu sume. aku cume citer skit². lelame baru la aku masok skit bab citer -citer yg aku penah join gig gig ni sume. ye la kan.. die basically dressup hardcore. baju t-shirt suar jeans half pakai slipar. aku lak pakai baju Renoma, sluar topman pastu ade bau Calvin Klein obsession night. heheh. cam surprise gak la die aku byk tau menda tu sume. hhmm.. oo lupa lak. ekceli ade lagi sorang ni join. pun tak kenal gak. basically mamat yg sorang lagi ni tunggu bas g shah alam gak. mase aku tgh tgk senarai bas rapid kl tu, die tanye aku. nak g mane bang. aku ckp nak g shah alam. die pun nk tolong la bgtau naik bas ape sume.jap agi member yg tadi tu ckp die nampak bas U80 tunggu kat luar. so aku pun ajak la skali mamat yg tunggu bas tu follow skali. blakang, bas tu pun terlepas. so kitorang pun gi la minum dulu kat mamak dekat situ. hah pasal mamak ni pun ade citer gak. ade 2 kedai mamak sebelah². due² ajak masok kedai. beriya kedai² ajak kitorang. tp same jek kot due² kedai tu. so kitorang dok jek la memane kitorang nak. pastu mamat hardcore tu suh la kitorang order air. tp betul sey.. mmg die banje betul. siap bagi rokok lagi.oo ok.. mamat hardcore tu nama die musang. pasal die ckp kat umh die ade bela musang la, ular la. tu yg org panggil die musang. yg sorang lagi tu nama die mat. ekceli aku tak ingat nama yg sorang lagi tuh. die cam nerd sengal pun ade. hahah. memula tuh cam malu² gak mamat nerd ni nak bebual. jap agi bile dh lame skit baru la die rancak skit bebual. oo mamat nerd ni muda lagi. umur die baru 21. yg musang ni umur lebih kurang jek. 28.rupnyer mmg betul la. mamat musang ni telan biji la ape la. tu yg die citer rancak jek. slamber jek tunjuk ade dam dlm beg duit die. padahal dlm kedai mamak tu ade polis tengah minum. rilek jek die telan biji kat situ gak. hahaha. yg si mamat nerd ni cam sengal. tanye pasal cemane nk dpt pompuan la. nak men ngan pompuan la. siap ngaku masih virgin. kalu yek pun takyah la nk citer kan. yg si musang ni makin rancak la bebual. siap gelakkan ape sume. siap tanye cemane nk dpt awek yg bole main ape sume. aduh aku dh cam tak tau nak ckp ape. si mamat musang ni jek la bercerita. aku diamkan ajek la bab nih. cume aku ade la ckp skit. times will come bro. dnt worry bout it. ya still young. dlm pade tu ade la bas U80 lalu. tp punyer la ramai org. ingat org yg nk gi klang shah alam sume dh naik bas tu kot. lame gak la lepak kat situ. ade la cam 2jam stgh. pastu takleh jadi. hujan lak renyai². kitorang pun tunggu la bas betul2. dh tak dok kat meja mamak tadi. pastu member yg aku janji tu pun dh text. ingatkan nak kensel jek meeting ngan member tuh. jap agi bile aku citer aku stranded kat kl central lame gile, die pun offer nak datang amik anta aku balik. aku lak cam serba salah gak nk tinggal member yg baru kenal. tp diorang pun paham. tu la yg best. member yg baru kenal tu takde amik kesempatan langsung. ye la, cam pow ke ape. infect die siap offer, die ckp kalu bas yg naik nanti kalu tak benti kat area umh aku, die nak tolong bayarkan teksi dr tempat die. tp since member aku dh offer nak amik. aku ckp ngan diorang aku amik naik ngan member aku jek la. diorang pun ok jek. so aku blah jek. .. tu jek kot citer kot. cam interesting gak la. hhmm.. aku rase kebanyakan org mesti cam confirm cuak kot kalu ikut² org nih. buatnyer die tipu, rupe²nyer member die tunggu kat luar kl central tu, pukul aku then jual aku kat siam. hahahah. anyway aku slamat sampai kat umh member aku anta. tp gi minum dulu. .... sesungguhnya allah itu maha mendengar dan memelihara hambanya. sekian sahaja cerita utk hari ini. ok. slamat..

2009-05-16T03:18:00.000-07:00

ok la.. aku tau la.. lame tak update blog aku ni. byk citer ekceli. byk mase nak citer. is just that, aku rase cam poyo gile nk citer menda tu sume,. draft dh byk gile. ala menda biase jek. cam jakun lame tak makan tepi jalan. gi jenjalan dh takyah pakai jeket. dh takyah risau pasal sejuk.tp kene risau pasal panas lak. pastu, citer pasal makan... byk gile makan. dh ler tak eksesais skang nih. makan tak ingat, gi memane jek makan. pikir² balik cam tak interesting pun. nampak cam ye ye poyo jek. but anyway harini aku nak kongsi la skit citer. recently ni cam aku ade la gi KLCC. biase la bosan, jenjalan skit. ... alamak.. baru nak citer.. dh ade hal.. potong la hal nih.. ok la bye...

i just cut my hair..

2009-04-06T02:23:00.000-07:00

at last.. i cut my hair.. very short.. tapak 1. baru rase lega skit. heheh. but im still fat. cam pompuan lak. bile nk start gi gym balik. tunggu susu sampai baru bikin kot. and ofcourse la tunggu dpt keje kan. anyway. life pretty bored. ramai lagi ni tak jumpe. bile eh bole jumpe bebudak nih. ok la. takde menda pun nak update. ooh. ekceli banyak. tp tak best la update kat coffee shop. kat umh gak best. byk idea nk tulis. ok la. bye everybody

a week in Malaysia..

2009-03-18T23:31:00.000-07:00

best gile. pekena nasi ayam. pastu bilas lak ngan cendol tepi jalan. bersama naqi n puri. pergh.. lame sey tak layan. wish to explore menda2 lain. nanti nak balik jb ni. mesti best... ok la. nanti la update kalu ade time. ni internet pun takde. kene gi cc baru leh update..

Blanchardstown,Gombak,Dublin,Kuala Lumpur,Ireland,Malaysia...... ooowh Abu Dhabi..

2009-03-12T15:57:00.001-07:00

Humang Ai.. die tulis Arab...

2009-03-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

currently kat International Airport Abu Dhabi. sume kate kecik.. cam besar jek tempat nih. ramai gile manusia.
sume tulis Arab. even blogspot ni pun tulis arab. hahah.. nasib baik biase ngan tulisan jawi. kalu ponteng skolah agama dulu cemane lah eh..
anyway, transit for 6 hours. Local time Abu Dhabi is 9.32pm. Ireland time 5.32pm. Msian time 12.32am. will be in KL proximately 12hours 50 min.
tak sabar nk sampai msia. nak makan kat burger king. cam best jek.. uish.. coffee house costa pun tulis arab.. ahahahahhaah.. alamak.. mane si Amin ni.. ok la.. chou dulu..will update later k.

2009-03-04T05:10:00.001-08:00

7 more days....

wuts interesting today?

2009-02-21T14:59:00.000-08:00

hhmm let me think.... well yesterday, i got up, went to the mosque for friday prayer. revenue office to claim my tax, which there were so many people, so i just fill up the form, put in envelope and post it. easy huh. went to boots, bought a deodorant, pay using my point from my boots card. then hangout wit frens for a coffee at lemon jelly. go straight to my frens house. sleep over. nothing much happen yesterday. same o same o.

ok now.. today.. ooo ooo.. i slept at 6am in the morning considered it today ok. i call my parents, my brother, some frens in malaysia while watching malay movies on youtube. then i sleep. Andy got home, i wake up and take a shower then straight to Eason at O'connel street tryna find book called 'Peace & war' by Leo Tols.. i forgot. hahah. look everywhere in there, couldnt find it. asked the worker, look into the system, No Peace and War by this Leo guy. looked everywhere in other small bookshop aroud city centre. still no luck. so i went to Nirvana shop. bought a skull bong for sourvenir. cool huh. .hhmm.. still not interesting.. but why i'm so excited 'bout today. oo oo. after that, i finally found it. i mean the book. at Waterson bookshop. at Jervis Mall. yippie. the guy in the shop helo me find it. Seems like he knows every book in the store. i just said the book, he simply show exactly where it was. there's 2 of 'em. i mean 2 version. thick and thicker.. both look thick to me. it'll take years for me to read it. hahaha. the worker asked me something bout the book. i said... i dnt read books. haha. not for me. then at the cashier. again. asked me something.. o o.. she said, enjoy the book. i told her i dnt read books. told her is not for me. she said i shud try.it's fun. atleast try something like comedy books or something first. well i dnt think so. i only see cloud when i read long essays. hahah. or i'll read part by part and took me days to finished it. anyway she's cool. ...then i went out the bustop at O'connell street. Ok now the interesting part. ya know. there's a strike. not one, not two, bout for i think. in the middle of city centre of dublin. i saw one bout bankers. then the world issue ' the palestine war' ofcourse. the other bout workers, not sure wut was it bout. then the other really not sure wut was it all bout. intersting huh. 4 strike in a day. that can neva happen in Malaysia. hv a few pictures taken from my phone. will upload it later. ... but tht dnt excite me. why i'm so excited bout today. .. forget it.. i wanna sleep.

nothing again..

2009-02-19T12:50:00.000-08:00

tak tau la nak tulis ape. tiap ari menda same jek. Amik ameera, anta ameera. jaga husayn. basuh pinggan. tido, bangun. men internet.

oo ujung minggu jek skang ni rajin turun town, hangout umh member pastu join diorang men bola then main badminton. cam cool la. lame tak men badminton. slalu kalu kat msia mase keje maybank tiap rabu men badminton ngan bebudak bank. kat situ blaja men badminton. kalu tak sblom tu mmg tangan bangku men badminton. lelame cam ok la. bile men badminton kat sini. ok la. cume sejuk jek la. dlm dewan pun sejuk. tgh main pakai jeket. klaka kan. hahah. tp lelame skit ok la. baru bole bukak jeket. pastu men ngan bebudak ni ok la.. sume lebih kurang jek rupenye. cam mase men ngan bebudak maybank dulu gile skit. sume kaki smash. pastu lincah sume. main ngan org tua kat jb lagi la. diorang skill gile. ingat kan kita yg muda nih bole senang jek titik diorang. rupenya cam nak mati men ngan diorang. mau patah pinggang amik bola diorang. hahah...

apo la memalut nih.. seriously.. nothing interesting lately.. oo everythings pack. another 20 more days.. here i come..

2009-02-12T23:44:00.000-08:00

26 Days in counting.....

2009-02-05T02:02:00.000-08:00

I quote this from yahoo answer.....

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We haven't had any decent snow on the west coast for about two years- a couple of days of slushy snow a year is about average. Midlands are colder and they get marginally more snow. Put it this way ,its a real event when it does snow

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This answer was given 3 years ago.. guess what. it's snowing this time in the UK and Ireland heavy snow. after 18 years. and it is a real event everybody was so excited. since monday. i too take the upportunity to play snow fight, making snowman and took some pictures. it is cold here, really cold. sometimes it feels like below -10 degree. but usually no snow. only cold. infact when it snow. is not tht cold thou. anyway,check this out

the snow stop yesterday. it melts. hhmm.. but it's snowing again today..

Quote from national forecast..

National Forecast

05 February 2009 05:27

Today

Very cold today, with snow lying in many inland areas and with icy stretches at first. Some sunny spells will develop, especially in the western half of the country, but scattered showers will occur also, some of hail, sleet and snow. Maximum temperatures only 2 to 5 Celsius, in a fresh and gusty northerly wind.

Tonight

Tonight, most areas will be dry, with clear spells developing, but there will be further scattered wintry showers, most of them in the north and northwest. Bitterly cold, with widespread severe frost and a risk of icy patches, with snow cover in places. Minimum temperatures 0 to minus 5 Celsius.

Tomorrow

Very cold, but bright and dry in many areas, with sunny intervals. Further scattered wintry showers of rain, hail, sleet and snow, mostly in the north and northwest. Maximum temperatures 2 to 5 Celsius.

3 Day Outlook

Further occasional wintry showers will affect the north and parts of the west on Friday night, with snowfall on high ground; however, it will be mostly clear elsewhere, with severe or very severe frost setting in widely as northwest winds slacken. Isolated wintry showers will still occur near northern and northwestern coasts on Saturday but the rest of the country will be dry and largely sunny; temperatures will improve a little during the day and winds will be light but it will still feel rather cold. Another hard frost will set in early on Saturday night under clear skies but rain, preceded by sleet or snow, will arrive in the west and southwest later. The mix of rain, sleet and snow will spread to remaining parts of the country during Sunday, with significant snowfall possible in parts of Ulster. A clearance will arrive on Sunday night, with showers affecting northern and western counties, while clearing skies bring frost and possibly ice to other areas as southwest to west winds slacken. Monday next will see wintry showers affecting northern and western coastal counties, outbreaks of rain or sleet in southern counties but mainly dry, bright conditions elsewhere; it will stay rather cold overall but winds should remain light generally. On Monday night, the rain and sleet in the south will clear away but wintry showers will persist in the north and northwest; widespread sharp to severe frost will set in, with a risk of freezing fog patches also.

so thts all wanna share today..

p/s: me so jakun... tgk snow banyak2. slalu skit skit jek..

2009-01-28T02:33:00.000-08:00

i was at this coffee shop at camden street. There was this group of band playing their instrument. just hangout and chill playing irish folk songs. i caught them played on my phone. well ya know phone video. not so good.

the song is quite famous called Galway girl. this song also in the movie PS I Love you.

the original song by steve earl.

the coffee shop is not tht big. but they just like to hangout there on weekends. it's a france coffee shop. i dnt see any different on the style or anything. oo everythgs there is hallal. even the ham. coz its not pig but hallal turkey instead. but i just got a coffee. the coffee shop is called La Boulangerie.

anyway i was there waiting for a fren of mine. he bought a superbike.1996 kawasaki Ninja 900cc. from the UK. he got it for only £800. plus shipping and everythg is around £1500.00. so in euro still around €1550.00. thts pretty cheap.

cool huh. me on the bike. really suits me. hehe. wait for my R1 to come out someday. hehe. i wish. sot giv it a try. thou its really cold but i did ride on it, hehe. cool huh.

ok . thts all for now. nothing interesting.

all in one.

2009-01-21T01:09:00.000-08:00

Apsal ntah.. nak citer but no mood. byk menda nak citer. dr aritu lagi. agak interesting gak la. why not just conclude sume skali. snang. mesti jadi citer right.

1. ituhari mase Man U main i was force to wear Man U jersey. I was wearing a brand new Man United jersey. the tag was just taken off when i wore it. we were watching the game at Old trafford Jervis(consider old trafford coz all man u fan in tht ho

use)Guess wut, Man U won 3-0. maybe was my luck.

view taken from Anythg but united site.

2. wanna tell ya all about the cold weather recently. i thought it's getting better. worst actually. suppose to be ok now. why.. aarrgggh.. slippery road, icy surface, thick cloth, heavy wind.. just so hard. even at home ya can feel the cold even when ya turn on the heater. oo and the bill.. i heard my frens house, the electric bill was like €500. hahah.

3.then after jummat prayer.. bored. have a coffee at starbuck dame street. after that, went to grafton street. as usual watch people play music and stuff. this band here called mutefish. play irish songs. kinda cool. watch it and enjoy.

4. then this story is about yesterday night. there was a car on fire at the back of our house. it happen many time actually. as usual 'the Dhols'. they steal cars and burn 'em. the firemen came. the funny thing is. only one car, but the whole fireman came like 8 of them. maybe tht's the procedure. i just find it funny. only one of them do the work. hehe. i did take some photos of the fire. but i can't transfer it. maybe next time. ok thats all. bye

ok this is the interview with one of the witness-add 26th Jan 2009

Mari memboikot. kalu korang nak la..

2009-01-12T09:18:00.000-08:00

terpulanglah kepada korang samada nak boikot atau tidak... keputusan ditangan anda

Syarikat : Phillip Morris
Produk : Rokok dan Makanan
Jenama: Marlboro, Virginia Slims, Benson & Hedges, Winston, Gold Coast,Merit, Parliament, Alpine, Basic, Cambridge, Bristol, Bucks,Chesterfield, Collector's Choice, Commander, English Ovals, Lark,L&M, Players and Saratoga, C? e d'Or, Philadelphia, Polo, Milka,Malabar, Marabou, Prince
Fakta: 12 % keuntungannya adalah untuk Israel, Setiap hari perokok membelanjakan USD 800 juta untuk membeli rokok mereka, keuntungan purata 10% atau USD 80 juta sehari. JADI USD 9.6 JUTA DUIT PEROKOK PERGI KE ISRAEL SETIAP HARI
Syarikat : Coca-Cola - McDonalds - Burger King - Pizza Hut & KFC
Produk : Minuman
Jenama : Light Coke, Fanta, Sprite, Canada Dry, Crush, Schweppes, Minute Maid, Nestea, Dr. Pepper
Fakta: Sejak 1966 Coca Cola meyokong penuh negara Israel. Coca Cola telah menerima anugerah tertinggi dari kerajaan Israel kerana lebih 30 tahun menyokong mereka serta membantah boikot Liga Arab terhadap Israel.

Syarikat : Nestle
Jenama: Kit Kat, Perrier, Libby, Nescafe, Maggie, Buitoni, Nestea, Freskies,Vittel, Pure Life, Nido, Smarties, Lion, Polo, After Eight, CoffeeMate, Nesquik, Aero, Quality Street, Felix (cat food), Crosse &Blackwell, Milkmaid, Carnation, Shreddies, Baci BabyRuth,Butterfinger, Milkybar, Frutips
Fakta: Syarikat Swiss ini dimilikki 50.1% oleh syarikat Israel, Osem Investments. Pada tahun 2000 mengumumkan untuk melabur berjuta-jutadolar di Israel dalam R & D. Pada tahun Peter Brabeck-Letmathe bagi pihak Nestle menerima Anugerah Jubli daripada Perdana Menteri Netanyahu.

Syarikat : Disney
Produk : Disneyland, Euro-Disney, Jenama Disney, Kartun, Filem
Fakta: Pameran Walt Disney Millennium di Epcot Centre Florida menonjolkan Jerusalem sebagai ibu negara Israel. Kos US 8 juta untuk pameran ini dibiayai US
1.8 juta oleh Israel untuk menentukan isi kandungan pameran. Ini adalah kempen Israel menggunakan Disneyland untuk menguasai Jerusalem sepenuhnya.

Syarikat : Delta Galil Industries Ltd.
Produk : Pasaraya, Pakaian dan Kasut
Jenama: JC Penney , Carrefour Nike, Reebok, Converse, Calvin Klein, Gap,Boss, Ralph Lauren, Banana Republic, Bauer, Wrangler, Dim, Old NavyDockers, Celio, J. Crew , Caterpillar, Lou Riders, Pryca
Fakta : Syarikat kain terbesar Israel. Pengasasnya Dov Lautman adalah kenalan rapat Presiden Israel ketika itu Ehud Barak.

Syarikat : Nokia
Produk : Telekomunikasi, talipon bimbit dan elektronik
Fakta : Nokia melabur begitu banyak di Israel dan memanggilnya PROJEK ISRAEL.

Syarikat : Danone
Produk: Makanan, minuman dan biskut = Evian, Alpina, LU Biscuits, Tuc,Volvic, Strauss dairy, Jacob biscuits, Danone yogart, HP foods, LEA& PERRINS, Sant? Galbani, Danao, Danette
Fakta: Pada tahun 1998 Franck Riboud bagi pihak Danone menerima Anugerah Jubli daripada Perdana Menteri Israel, Netanyahu. Anugerah tertinggi negara Israel untuk syarikat yang memperkukuhkan ekonomi Israel.Institut Danone, satu institut Penyelidikan dan Pembangunan telah ditubuhkan di Israel pada tahun
1998.

Syarikat : Johnson & Johnson
Produk : Kesihatan.
Fakta: Pada tahun 1998 Roger S. Fineon bagi pihak Johnson & Johnson,menerima Anugerah Jubli daripada Perdana Menteri Israel Netanyahu.

Syarikat : Revlon
Produk : Kosmetik
Fakta: Jutawan Ronald Perelman yang memilikki Revlon adalah seorang Zionis.Penyokong kuat Zionis Merupakan pemegang amanah Pusat Simon Wiesenthal Center yang menggunakan Holocaust untuk mendapatkan sokongan Zionisma dan Israel.

Syarikat : AOL Time Warner
Produk : Media Elektronik dan Cetak
Jenama : ICQ, Warner Bros, CNN, AOL, Times magazine
Fakta: AOL memperuntukkan 30% daripada portfolio keuntungan di Israel. Pada tahun 1998 AOL menerima anugerah Jubli daripada Perdana MenteriNetanyahu.

Syarikat : IBM
Fakta: Mempunyai 1700 pekerja di Israel. Satu dari 3 syarikat yang disanjung semasa Jamuan Makan Malam Liga Persahabatan Amerika-Israel Untuk Demokrasi pada 25 Jun 2001 bersama Ariel Sharon.

Syarikat : L'Oreal
Jenama: Giorgio Armani, Lancome, Biotherm, Garnier, Helena Rubinstein, DonnaKaran, Vichy, Cacharel, Maybelline, Redken, La roche-posay, Carson
Fakta: Setelah disaman US 1.4 juta kerana menulis surat pada Liga Arab bahawa mereka menutup kilang di Israel, mereka kemudian melabur dengan begitu banyak di Israel. Kongres Yahudi Amerika amat berpuas hatidengan L? real dan menganggap mereka sahabat akrab.

Syarikat : Intel
Produk : Perkakasan komputer
Fakta : Intel adalah penyokong kuat Israel. Pusat pembangunan pertama di luar Amerika didirikan di Haifa pada 1974.

Syarikat : Est? Lauder
Jenama: Clinique, Tommy Hilfiger, DKNY, Aramis, Origins, Ko Malone, La Mer,Prescriptives, Bobbi Brown Essentials, Aveda, Jane, MAC Cosmetics, KateSpade, Fragrances, Stila
Fakta :Pengerusinya, Ronald Lauder, pernah menjadi pengerusi Persidangan UtamaKesatuan Amerika Yahudi. Juga adalah presiden Tabung Kebangsaan Yahudiyang fungsinya ialah untuk menghalalkan pengambilan tanah rakyat Palestin oleh Israel.

Syarikat : News Corporation
Produk: 20th Century Fox, Star, SKY, New York Post, National GeographicChannel, News of the World, The Times, The Sun, Nursery World, Theweekly Standard, Daily Telegraph, Harper Collins
Fakta : Murdoch's New Corp. melabur dengan begitu banyak di Israel.

Syarikat : Kimberly-Clark
Produk : Huggies, Kotex, Kleenex, Scott, ANDREX products Freedom, Scottex
Fakta: Pada tahun 1998 Robert P. Van der Merwe , Pengerusi Kimberly Clark ,menerima Anugerah Jubli daripada Perdana Menteri Israel Netanyahu,kerana sumbangan mereka dalam membangunkan ekonomi Israel.

LAIN-LAIN SYARIKAT

Syarikat : Procter and Gamble
Produk : Kesihatan, sabun, syampu
Jenama: Head & Shoulders, Pert Plus, Pentain, Always, Tide, Crest,Pampers, Lux, Palmolive, Camay, Zest, Ariel, Fairy, Signal 2, close up,colgate, Monsieur Propre, Oil of Olaz, Petrol Hahn, Pringles,Sanicroix, Tampax, Tempo, Vicks, Vizir, Yes Swiffer, Ace, Action
500, Bonux, Mr Clean

MARS INC - Bounty, M&M's, Mars, Snickers, Twix, Uncle Ben's, Whiskas, Pedigree, Balisto, Brebbies

HASBRO - Parker, Pokemon, Star Wars, Episode I, Monopoly, Brothers, MB, Playskool, Tiger

GILETTE - Braun, Duracell, Gillette, Oral-B, Paper-Mate, Parker, Waterman

COLGATE PALMOLIVE - Ajax, Palmolive, Tahiti, Axion, Bingo, Fabe, Felire, La croix, Mennen, Murphy, Paic

Haagen ?Dazs Ben & Jerry? CAMPBELL Kellogg? Canderel Levis Raid Heinz

... ekceli ni just copy and paste jek.. i hv no such exact opinion actually about this. well, bile pikir² balik.. blog yg kite pakai ni jek dikendalikan oleh penyokong israel. google, yahoo, intel.. so basically wut im tryna say is kebanyakan menda yg kite pakai ni mmg perlu sesangat kebanyakan barang² ni la yg berkualiti tinggi. contoh cam barang Mark & Spencer. mmg sayur sume fresh. biskut die sedap..i don't do much groceries but my sister does. itu umpama jek. byk lagi la contoh lain. cume nak bg paham jek. so cemane nk wat eh.. takde jalan lain ker selain boikot. in anyway, pekerja yg kerja carefour, starbuck kat msia sume tu, kalu bisness tak jalan, habis la takde pekerja. so kesian gak. cemane eh nak wat..

2009-01-07T13:18:00.000-08:00

Hye guys. i hv nothing to share of my story. anyway this is something i got from Youtube. This guy is the protege of Kokokaina. At first i thought he's just a poser who wants to be like her(kokokaina). then i realize his song.. not too bad thou.. well i would say very good actually. his face reminds me of a friend of mine. anyway, goodluck on his music. i wish i had a mentor like kokokaina..ok thts all

happy new year..

2009-01-01T09:26:00.000-08:00

gambar hiasan

Actually i dnt really celebrate this new year. to me every new year just the same. back in msia usually on new years eve i'll sit outside verandah of my house playing my guitar. well just to see the fireworks. my house just near the stulang and near to city centre. so i can see the fireworks from my house. kinda peaceful thou. hate the crowd especially.

anyway bout new year, is just a number, a year older to everythg. changing from bad to good? it can be anytime. i remember when i quit smoking it was on september. i start goin to the gym on march 2005. i dnt remember anything that i start on the first january. i dnt remember any special thing happend on the first day of the year. oohh i remember one time on new year, i went wit some friends to 'Dataran Bandaraya JB'. thought there's festival or something. but there's only ceramah agama. well is good. but honestly i dnt hv the mood to watch it. wut else. myb i can plan something for upcoming year. but so far all plans doesn't work the way i wanted.

nothing to more to say. so happy new year everybody..

pictures tells everythg.. (Sligo Trip on Christmas day)

2008-12-29T05:54:00.000-08:00

ekceli byk lagi picture.. malas nak upload..

2008-12-24T18:07:00.000-08:00

Fulamak.. kokokaina dh kat Los Angeles dah. jap jek kan. dh wat recording. hopefully die berjaya la yek.

bile la plak i can become a recording artist. hmmm.. cool gak kan.
oo utk sesape tak tau, sila la google or tgk kat youtube pasal kokokaina nih. type 'Kokokaina'.
basically die wat lagu then post lagu die kat youtube. pastu editor youtube suka, letak die kat iklan youtube. then ramai gile org tgk then after 6 month jek ramai gile org tgk especially msian la ofcourse. pastu ade producer dr us berkenan nak wat contract ngan die. ni tuk sesape yg tak tau jek. skang die dh kat LA. ok. layan la. cool.

My explanation..

2008-12-19T15:16:00.003-08:00

ok ni just nak explen bout somethings. bout my opinion bout music. ekceli bukan opinion ekceli. ni lebih pade my feel bout music. some frens ni tak paham², keep asking. ok here goes..

im not really tht good in music. tp im really cam obses ngan music la. i listen to all kind of music. rock,hiphop,jazz,blues,dangdut... anything. oo only hindustan. i hv my reason. bukan lagu diorang tak unik. unik tp .. adalah sebab. ok. slalunyer i listen to something rare yg org jarang dgr. bukan org tak dengar. tp org kebanyakan tak dengar la. especially org yg i currently campur la. ade gak lagu commercial yg still i listen to. pun ade reason gak. .. ok ni nak explen yg org tanye .. 'ya said ya dnt listen to indie...' ekceli soalan ni betul2 tak fair. first skali i din't say i dnt like independant music. i said i dnt listen to Indonesian Indie these days. I know ramai jek lagi org still obses ngan lagu indon. lagi, infact i was obses wit their music back when dewa reform group buat album bintang 5. sheila on 7, then came Padi.. and so on. i didn't say lagu diorang tak best pun. i just dont listen to music like tht anymore. why? i have explain many times actually. at first i thought lagu diorang ni unik. unik sangat. diorang leh buat lagu indie in malay language and still sound so beautiful. i remember mase tu lagu dewa-dua sedjoli, roman picisan, so7-dan,sephia.. mmg cool la. lagu diorang cool gile. then lame² band camni tumbuh cam cendawan. makin banyak and banyak. kuar la band samson la, ungu la, nidji la. bukan tak best lagu diorang, but like takde idea lain. asik style same jek. mmg dgr lagu lain. tp style same. cam menyampah pun ade. mase tu kat msia dulu tu msia takde lagi band indie melayu. OAG and the gang still main indie english and main underground kengkadang. org sume start sanjung gegila band indon. tp ekceli time tu msia pun tgh top ngan musik R&B and Hip hop, still dlm english tp top gak la. cam Too Phat, Plowthron, Teh Tarik Crew. lelame, malaysia pun try la wat band indie melayu. awal² tak menjadi sgt. y? pasal nampak sgt cam tiru style indon. tak ingat la band ape awal² indie melayu kat msia. then tetiba diorang idea baru, indie melayu wat style garage rock, style cam the stroke ape sume.. yaitu band Hujan. Pastu idea disko rock n roll yaitu band Komplot, then ade la band² malayu lain cam meet uncle hussein, bau, etc..so i pun dgr la lagu² diorang. cam cool la kan. i think msia nyer band indie ape kurang nyer. cool ape. even rase best lak lagu cam diorang ni. i think better then band² indon kebanyakan skang. oo ni opinion jek. like i said ade jek still lagi suka lagu indon. tak salah pun. opinion lagu diorang lagi best takpe la. tak kesah. then when i listen to this Msian malay indie song nih, somebody asked me.. bukan sorang.. ayat lebih kurang camni.. 'lu kate tak dgr indie mat' or camni 'i thought ya said ya don't listen to indie song'. i didnt say i dnt like indie.. i just said i don't like indonesian indie song theses days. again, indonesia indie song these days. pastu i didnt say anything that their music is not good. i just dnt listen to it. plus its not rare anymore. not even close. dh byk sgt.even kalu my fren suh dgr.. i try to listen it to it untill the end. i neva set mind lagu tak best. oo lagi satu.. msia pun same jek. skang ni tetiba cam sume yg dulu lagu omputeh sume tukar jadi melayu. confirm la ikut pasaran semasa. so wat muzik dh tak ikhlas la. nak ikut org. bukan nak ikut ati seniri.. ok la .. ngantok.. bye

nothing important

2008-12-18T15:37:00.000-08:00

alamak lupe la, ape eh nak ckp arini. ni dulu byk makan semut la nih. dh jadi pelupa. ooo pasal tadi . interview keje sementara kat kedai baju Next. time kismas/boxing day. ekceli bukan interview. mmg dh dpt cume ade induction la pape kan. boring gile. mmg penting pasal safety ape sume. tp honestly boring induction nih. dh le 2 jam. tak bajet pun ade induction camni. ingatkan dtg interview. pastu ade awek dok sblah. muke takde la buruk. tp mmg rupe cam 30an la. pastu ade 2 org awek lagi sebelah die. awek hot style org besar. tgk umur cam 25 keatas. atlast tu ade la isi borang nih. jap ntah cemane leh ternampak lak date of birth awek sblah yg muke cam 30an ni. rupenyer die baru 22thn. humang ai.. tak kutuk. muke tak buruk pun. bole la bwk jalan. omputeh. tp muke mmg nampak tua. pastu manager tuh bagitau lak pasal rate gaji ape sume. jap agi ade org tanye. kalu bwh umur cemane. ingatkan nk tanyekan tuk adik die ke ape. rupenyer yg tanye tu awek hot 2 kerusi sblah tuh. rupenyer tanye tuk diri sendiri. kalu bawah, confirm la bwh 18. humang ai lagi skali. tgk gaya confirm dh dkt 30. rupenyer skolah pun tak abis lagi rupenyer.. diorang ni makan ape eh..

wut is actually im tryna say here.. i dnt know. honestly. i just wrote something tht i observe today like. ok everybody.. gud nite..

Life is like a box of chocolate, ya neva noe wut ya gonna get..

2008-12-16T12:46:00.000-08:00

Anyone remember that phrase.. from the movie 'forest Gump'. it really means a lot no. Yeah i heard, some people argued. why chocolate, why not biscuits or diamond or anything... well that's not important. the important thing is the message. ignore the rest. nobody can predict wuts gonna happend in the future. even ya study or work really hard it doesn't mean ya gonna be wut ya wanna be, usually it will but ya neva know. if ya wishes always come true. then ya r so lucky. probably the most luckiest person in the world. I bet everybody know about this. This is just more like a reminder actually. For ya guys and for myself ofcourse.

lets talk about the movie itself. when forrest gump was born, he can't walk properly. he has a very low IQ. that's stupid enough i think. people make fun of him, his mother had to sacrifice herself to protect him just to give him the best. Got no frens accept Jenny. but in the end, he made a lot of fortune. but none of em' interest him. he just wanna be himself. live in his old house. no cars, no nothing...

well i got no further thing to share thou. i'm really bored with my life these days. things just not going the way i planned. but who knows, i might be the next Prime Minister. ya'll see.hahahah

Joke of the day..

2008-12-16T02:00:00.001-08:00

Where are you goin' Pa' De?

2008-12-15T10:01:00.000-08:00

Me not goin anywhere far. just around the corner. to buy some groceries. My nephew wants to go wit me. but i can't. but he keep saying. Nak Pa'de Nak Pa'de. so i have to carry him for a while then put him down, attract him wit something else and quietly sneakout. Pretty sad thou seeing a little kid crying for something from me unless if it's something bad like. I remember there's one time when i was a kid about 4 or 5 years old i think. Suddenly came this big Lorry. pick up most of our furniture. i dnt know that time where it went to but i know now, it actually went to my granparents house in Pekan, Pahang. i can't go but my Eldest brother get to go wit. he get to sit behind the Lorry and had so much fun he said when he got back. i was crying the whole day. i wanna go. i dnt really know why i can't. well obviously i'm too small perhaps, but i still wanna go. i think i can handle it. maybe coz it's too far. wut i was thinking now is.. why i was really wanna go. nothing interesting actually. just sitting at the back and do nothing. unless if there's something enjoy to play like these days we have like PSP, Nintendo DS. or atleast gameboy to play in the lorry. thinking it back, maybe coz it's my brother.. he always had something fun to do. so creative. well, most of the thing he do must be pretty wrong actually like smoking, or stealing. but i found it adventure and fun. hehe. I always wanna go where he goes. i remember when i start smoking. it was 1988. i was 8 years old. he said he wanna go out. he asked me to stay. i dnt know why at first. he just wanna go to the park nearby. said he meet some friends. i dnt see any reason why i can't with. so i decide to follow him from behind without him notice. then at the Park, there's a big drain. well is not a like normal drain. not really dirty thou. just a big drain. he went into it. i'm curious why. wonder wuts he doin in there. so much bench around but he went there. at first i decide to go home. then i decide.. wut the hell. just go.. hhaha.. i saw him and couple of his friends his age smoking cigarette. no wonder he refuse to take me along. i thought he wanna scold me. but then his friend gave me one cigarette. oo at that time cigarette ar not tht expensive. ya can get a big box for only RM2.20 if i'm not mistaken. that is the first time i smoke without any obligation. hehe. from that day onwards, i start smoking. sometimes without my brother around. i even bring few of my friends to smoke wit. pretty cool thou. ya feel like adults that time. i know some of you or all of you doesn't agree wit this even i don't agree wit this now. well i told ya guys the truth about how i felt that time. One more thing.. i neva get caught. not like my brother. he always get caught by my parents, teachers, neighbours..etc. well, i learn a lot of things when i was a kid. influence by my brother ofcourse. bout' music, lifestyle, anything. but the bad part is, i have to listen to him and do wuteva he told me to do. Like making him (my brother) a coffee almost everyday since i was 7 years old. just imagine.. making a coffee. that just an example. i get to do a lot of other thing as well. like cleaning the house when my parents outstation and my brother and his friends make all the mess. i dnt why i do it. it's my nature. when i refuse to do it he will say something like 'ok takpe(wit prejudice look)'. then i keep on doing it. but the good thing is, i can show my cool thing to the rest of my schoolmate. especially music and stuff. oowwh.. i forgot to tell ya, my brother, he's very good wit arts. i dnt know from who he got this talent. but his hand like magic. everything he draw looks very nice since he was a kid. he always do something wit style. that is one talent i try to follow but i can't coz i'm not good enough. if i hv something like his talent, i could be somebody now. myb a profesional artist or something. i always copied wut he drew on his schoolbag and file. i showed it to my classmate and they all pretty amazed for wut i'm doin. hehe.

well, i dnt know why i share this to everybody.. maybe coz i just wanna tell the moral of the story.. i know it sounds lame but the thing is Just be yourselve. dnt get influence by anybody even your brother. just take only the good. not the bad. don't get bullied. wuteva it is, he's my brother, i always love him and my family. i love all my friends too. my teacher?hhmm. nah.. i dnt love my teacher.. hahahaha. well maybe some of them. ok then.. nothing more to say. bye now.

just another boring story..

2008-12-15T00:53:00.000-08:00

Hye boys and girls. been a while. nothing interesting to share lately. oo btw. a joke by my niece this morning. 'why do birds fly to the south on winter'. i'll tell the answer at the end of this entry ok.

well, honestly i got nothing to share. even the story i'd like to share now is kinda lame. i'm gonna tell it anyway.

ok here goes.. the other day on friday. i went to a cinema wit a friend. before the movie start we went for a coffee at Costa Coffee. the coffee is better than starbuck thou. the first time i went there actually. As we queing, im facing the counter and my friend facing me. when it's our turn the guy at the counter taking order In spanish.

Worker: *&^%$£^&*(*GG*(&^??_$$

fren: I'm sorry, i don't speak spanish.

worker: oo i'm really sorry, i thought ya guys from spain.

me: (i was laughing softly)

fren: caramel coffee latte and vanilla coffee latte please.

worker: ok that will be....

me: (whispering).. see i told ya

fren: but y? i know ya dnt look malay but .. (then she asked the counter)

sorry, y da ya think we are spanish is it me or him look spanish?

worker: Him

fren: ok thanks

me:( laughing again..) hahah, i told ya. because ya wit me that's y..

fren: Poyo.. ok ya wait for the coffee i wait ya at the table.

hehe. sounds so poyo right. but this time wit somebody. so i can prove that i dnt lie. only when i walk wit other malay people here think i'm asian. but this time i'm wit somebody. but that's not the main reason i wanna tell ya. the discussion after that. at the table. She said that she can complaint to the boss about just now. coz it look like an insult. i dnt see the reason y. i take that as a compliment actually. well she have her reason like wut if some Philipines speaks to ya in tagalog. how da ya feel. well i really dont mind thou. sounds like racist.

oo i gotta go..

ooo the answer for that joke is... because south is too far to walk so they fly.. heheheh get it walk, heheh.

ok now.. happy christmas for all the christian ok. bye.

kene Tag

2008-12-05T17:42:00.000-08:00

Saya kene Tag. So ni lah hasilnya yek.

7 Fakta tentang aku

Obsess ngan muzik walau tak pandai mane pun. Main gitar skit² jek
Sumpah tak suka merantau tp dh dok jauh dr msia
Tak makan durian. Bukan cerewet. Dh try byk kali tp takleh gak.
Obses angkat besi. Tp tak besar² gak badan. Skang stop jap. Takde duit nak bayar gym
Takleh dok diam. Atleast dgr lagu kat Mp3. Atau ckp sorang²
Suka tgk movie tp tak suka tgk wayang. Suka layan citer sorang². Psl takleh konsentrate kalu ade org.
Suka minum coffee Latte. Td padi minum cafee latte kat insomnia best gile. Takleh hendel.

7Perkara menakutkan aku di dunia

1. Lipan

2. Cicak

3. Lintah

4. Pacat

5. Tikus

6. Biawak

7. Segala jenis serangga ekceli. Nasib baik kat sini tak byk sgt. Time summer jek byk kot

7 7 lagu buat masa sekarang

1. Incubus – Paper Shoes

2. Stone Temple Pilot – Interstate Love songs

3. Pearl Jam – Black

4. Counting Crows – Mr Jones

5. Collective Soul –Shine

6. Guns and Roses – Patient

7. Soundgarden – Black Hole Sun

7 perkataan yang selalu disebut

1. 1. Cara (prounouce-cagher)

2. 2. Cool

3. 3. Like

4. 4. Dowh

5. 5. Rilek

6. 6. Hehe

7. 7. Astaghfirullahalazim

7 perkara yang amat bernilai

1. 1. My Family

2. 2. Easy Bar + Barbell + 2*15kg plate + 2*10kg plate + 2*10kg dumbbell

3. 3. Guitar Karen Yamaha + Sound box (Yamaha)

4. 4. Guitar Bass Harley Benton + Bass Amp Harley Benton

5. 5. Jam Swatch Irony (kakak bagi hadiah harijadi)

6. 6. My IC (rambut kaler kuning, rare)

7. 7. My health ofcourse

7 Pertama kali dalam hidup

First time naik Eifel tower. X penah terpikir pegi pun
First time tgk konsert Tenacious D(Jack black & Kyle Gas)
First time pakai laptop.dulu ingat nk pakai desktop jek.rase rugi beli laptop.
First time kene tembak pakai Airgun. Sakit jugak wooo. Eh bukan sakit jugak. Sakit gile sey.
First time rase panas gile time winter. Iaitu arini. Tp kat luar sjuk gile kot.
First time gi London balik hari. Saje teman member lagipun tak penah gi kan. So slambe la.
Mase kat france, first time tgk org bwk kete blah kiri. Cam janggal. Hehe.

7orang yg aku nak tag

1. Nana dayana (dh kene tag)

2. Odah Kodah

3. Efizan

4. Syebi

5. Zeezam

6. Auwoos

7. Nani

Salah dial..

2008-12-03T23:51:00.000-08:00

nak share another story. there's one time when i was working wit Maybank Permas Jaya Jb. i was really late. well not really late. is just tht usually i came early. but this one time my alarm clock didn't work. i was late. i tried to get dressed as fast as i could. on the way to bank. i tried to call one of my officers. Suddenly a girl pickep up. i thought she was his wife but sound a bit younger. i told her i wanna speak to him. she was blur. then i looked again the number tht i dialed. OMG.. it was wrong. so i hung up. then i text my officer. Again i press the same number. coz the number kinda similar. when i reach the bank, nothing happened actually. nobody cares if im late. suprisingly, attendance sheet still open. so no late coming. i put there 8.45am.hehe. i asked my officer did he get my text. he said no. hhmm.. no bother. later that day. i get a text. saying that she's confuse. i checked again. no wonder it was wrong. i forgot that my officer using celcom. but i dialed maxis number. it was kinda embarassing but i dnt know her so it's ok then. but i reply her text. since that, we texting to each other. cool isn't it. but i didn't end up marriage or anything like in the movies. because this is a real story, hehe. we lost contact just like that. don't know why. myb she found another cooler man.

actually i was gonna tell or share ya about pen pal. then i remember the story i told just now. anyway, i hv a penpal. i have a lot actually. neva last, but this one penpal, well, not a pen.. i mean a friend where i contact thru internet and we neva met. it's been 10 years now like. we share a lot. i dnt actually remember how. i think she found me thru something from the internet. same age. just finished school the first time we mailed. she went to matrics. i was in itm. now she's working wit the government. i think it's Jabatan Kimia Malaysia. cool huh. she's married early this year and waiting for her first born child anytime now. To Ika, if ya read this, i would like to congratulate ya on ya first born baby and may ya have a happy good life.

to other pen pal, if ya came accross this blog and remember me, dont forget to drop in ya contact number or msg ok.

Dlm rumah pun mulut kuar asap ape cer..?

2008-11-30T12:06:00.000-08:00

alangkah best nyer kalu dpt balik msia skang nih. dh tak tahan sgt dh nih. mati beku kalu camni . rimasnye pakai baju ni sume. dh le kene siap berejam. kalu kat msia kan senang jek. pakai short, t-shirt and selipar, settel.... pasang heater pun tak jalan. pasang kuat sangat demam lak. cemane ni nak wat.. tolong ler.. cemane org yg dok kat eskimo eh.

todays story..

2008-11-27T10:36:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody. today i'd like 2 share a story. promise it's a true story. just 2 share.

it was when i was 6teen. tht is form 4. i was in an ordinary school. Just around the house. not popular. not like all my brothers and sisters. they all get to go to a..hhmm. pretty famous school in JB. Like my eldest brother, he was in English College or Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar. both of my Elder sister and my youngest sister were in Sultan Ibrahim Girl School. and 2 of my younger brother were in Sekolah Dato' Ja'far. well me, i'm stuck in that stupid school. i know it's school anyway. I know ya might think that all depends on ourselve right. but i still think that the school suck. i'm not suppose to be there.

Anyway, my story.. at the age of 6teen. ya know like teenagers become something like out of control, rebels, fighting, disobedient.. etc. so, the goverment, they kinda have this Motivation Seminar for these kinda people. i don't know why i was chosen. only 3 of us from that school. i know y they chose the other 2 guys. hehe. Only boys from grade B school and below was chosen for this seminar. Like EC and SDJ excluded from this. each school have to send 3 most dangerous student.. hhmm dangerous.. mayb i'm not using the right word. but i think ya'll understand. something like that most dangerous, bad.. anything. i dnt know at first. i just knew it when i got to the place and asked the facilitator... when they call my name attend this the next week. i was kinda shocked. i said y me. i asked the teacher y me? she said, she don't know as well. she said just go. not anybody could go such thing like this for free. usually people have to pay for it. just think it positive take it like ya lucky. that's wut she said. i said ok. for a week.. i've been to lots of motivation classes and i don't think i need it anymore. but wut the hell. nothing to lose anyway. plus i get to not go to school.

On the day, early in the morning. my mom and dad send me to the place we supposed to gather. it was embarrasing. other people came by themselve.they'll think i'm Manja. but i dnt giv a damn.My mom insist to send me. to hell with other people. then the other 2 friend of mine came. oowh.. i thought it's only around JB.easy for me to escape.. but no.. actually it's in Malacca. hutan simpan air keroh Melaka. arrgh. My friend already pack 3 boxes of dunhill. enough for 5 days. when we got onto the bus, everybody starred at each other like we gonna have a fight or something. just imagine all the naughty pupils from other school. if ya asked each of them, they have they're own casses and stories. I just sit back and be cool. looking at each of them like i wanna punch their face right there. the bus stopped at Air Hitam for a drink. i know the place. i use to travel a lot by bus to KL. so tht's the common place for busses to stop for a drink or somthing. Me and Yazid my fren from school went back of the place for a smoke. then a few minutes later came another student from the bus. then came another, then another... and all the student were at the back of the coffee shop for a smoke.we became frens. since we're frens. so i thought nothing to b worried. tell ya later bout it... then when we got onto the bus. The nice facilitator said that he knows some of us bring cigarette (nicely). he asked us to put all the cigarette to the box given and they will give it back at the end of this seminar. So there goes our cigarette. but my fren yazid still keep one of the box wit him.

on the bus, on the way to that place, nothing happen. oohh. by the way.. we're all wearing school uniforms, that's how we know who's coming at the back of the coffee shop at the stop. ok let's continue. when we reach the place. the story begin. we all thought that's it. just us. actually we were combine with pupils from Kluang as well. As we got out from the bus, again the staring act again. the Kluang boys looking at us like dogs waiting for meat. we were about to fight. i really don't know y, but not even close yet the fierce angry lady facilitator that was already there, probably since morning shout and scream at us like 'korang buat ape tuh, nak gaduh, aku masokkan korang dlm longkang kang'. we all keep our mouth shut. hehe. i said to myself ' bole la ade bodyguard badan besar gajah kat blakang tuh'. we were given a shack. one shack for 4 person.....

ok skip all the boring things. like common seminar, ya know like introduction, briefing, take shower, go to pray, .. owh.. just for info. the place was Hutan Simpan. thou it's forrest but still have a Surau, shower, running tracks and and huts. i don't remember how we had our meal. i think they cooked it and we ate it on a table or mayb there's a hall. anyway, the first day was ok, nothing happened. on the 3rd day. there's a big fight among us. i don't understand how come nobody interupt, i mean no facilitator knows about this. they suppose to take care of us. look after us. wut if something happened like if somebody died on tht fight. at last we settled ourselve. thank god nobody badly injured. i just get a small bruce on the head. i slipped and knock my head onto a rock when i tried to hit this one guy.. ooh, i remember. that day was free day. we can go out anywhere we want. so i went out to buy some cigarette and hv a coffee at a stall nearby. well not near. quite far actually. the night before we were having this 'burung hantu'. i bet everybody know this. where ya hv to walk in a very dark place and they'll place each of us alone in different place. it was interesting. i played it before. it wasn't tht scary. it's different 'burung hantu'. we were blind folded and somebody place us somewhere. and they make scary sound. but i know i'm still near school. so im not afraid. i just act like i'm afraid. hehe. but this time. it's a bit scary. coz we were not blind folded. it's really dark. no light. no nothing. just the moon. i can't see a thing. owh i forgot to tell, our watch and some other stuff was taken on the first day of the seminar. so we neva know wut anytime. we just that is morning or evening or night. ok continue the story... we were given password and they make us confuse with the password like at first he said 'lembu hijau'. then he changed it to 'lembu kuning' then ungu. i remembered, the last one was 'lembu ungu'. the password used to acknowledge the right person to speak to. if you hear other than that, it might be somebody else or something else.hehe. scary huh. like when we were place then suddenly somebody came and say hi or something and ya hv to asked them 'lembu ape?'. that's hard isn't it. then it begun.. i remember my other fren from school zarir behind me. after a while like 20minits walk he was gone. i dn't feel him holding my back anymore. then i was asked to sit. i saw the lights in front of me getting far and far. i know that we are on the running track in the middle of the jungle. i can't see a thing. well honestly, i'm not afraid of the ghost at that time. i'm more concern about the insect or snake or anything like that. i was tired and bored. so i lie down watching the moon. after a while seems like i can see the shape of the tree and road. i thought if walked on this path, i probably found my fren who was left before me. then i start walking slowly.. just as i thought.. i can see him, well not clearly, but i know it's him. then i sat down and accost him. he didn't reply. shivering. hehe. the 3rd time i greet him then he start talking and asked me 'lembu ape?' . i said 'lembu biru air laut'. i told him not to be afraid, they just playing wit us. dnt worry bout it. after i convince him that it was me, then he start ok. hehe. then i try to find some others. i told him to sit wait till i come back. but he was afraid, hehe. i said dnt worry. just a sec. i went further behind and find other. same thing happen. but he's alert quickly he knows it's me. then we went back to zarir. hangout for a while talking stupid things. quite long i think. like 2 hours or something. when we saw light coming from behind we quickly back to our place. when it finished, they said some of us were lost. couldn't find. all because of our fault. i think they just made it up. they found it in the morning in the surau. it could be themselve. they also said that actually we are near to the local aborigine cemetary. i dnt giv a shit. i'm not afraid. not being brave. just that i know they playing. i believe in ghost and everything. but i believe they only hunt us to make us lost in religion. if ya afraid means tht ya not strong.

back to story... the next 2 days i was sick. i didn't go and join wut they doin. i heard they playing this.. it's not a game. it is like the burung antu but this time the student were taken out from the place or the jungle and they have to go back to the their shade themselve. i heard it was pretty scared too. but i should be more scared. coz i was left alone in the shack and the last 2 facilitator who gave me some panadol were talking to each other. i don't know if they intentionally saying it in front of me or what but they were talking the path that the boys are going to use are the most haunted place that is just near by the shack and they just left me like that. i dnt giv a shit. i just sleep and imagining a princess come to me and ask me to marry.. hahahha. well nothing happened. i slept till subuh.

then other boring games on the next day but that night and it was the last night. we are having this kind like a campfire. we sit around together. at that time, all of us were unite. no more fighting. we sit like brothers. only i dnt feel any different. i dnt feel motivated at all. coz i already know most of the thing that they're doin. anyway, that night the lead facilitator giving his motivation speech with emotional and this one time he was talking about, well he asked 2 facilitator men and women to lie down. he ask us to imagine that is our parents dying. almost everybody was crying. i was laughing. even my fren Farid sitting beside me looked at me weirdly asked me why i'm not crying. i said y shud i. he started laugh wit me. then he understand. this one guy he cry. he really imagine that the facilitator was his parents. so he went to this men facilitator and asked for forgiveness. i saw there's another student who was not crying at first. then suddenly he start to look sad when he saw this happened and suddenly he straight to this women facilitator. now i know. he just made it up. the women facilitator quite pretty. no wonder. why didn't i think of that. hehe. the faci can't do anything. hahah. just imagine. hahah. stupid huh. the next day. was the last day. it was the farewell session. everybody seems sad. Kluang boys and JB boys were united. i still remember they said something like.. ' lu org turun kluang, don't worry, wa cover lu org'. then some of said the same thing. 'lu org pun same la. sebut jek nama wa, kalu turun kampung melayu ke, turun bando ke, tara hal, wa byk kaum'.. everybody seem sad but at the same time tryna show off. but seriously, they all coming from bad backround. like robbing, stealing, drugs, gang members,.. all those kinda thing. that's why it's kinda funny when a real gangster cry on the last day of seminar..hehehe. but untill now, i really dnt know y i was chose to this. am i bad..?nah..

the moral of the story..

-eventhou ya been to lot of motivation class and such we still have so much to learn.

-No matter how bad or dangerous ya are, there must be something nice or soft inside us.

-remember that your worst enemy could be your best friends.

-make a lot of friends not enemy.

........ mybe somebody could add something from wut we learn here.

teori ari nih..

2008-11-24T11:11:00.001-08:00

theory of the day : 'nak lentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya'

this phrase refers to people who wants to train somebody, usually their own kids. Train them when they're still small. Usually more about physical training. their body still easy to stretch and fresh. plus it's easy to learn from the very beginning.

but wut if the kid actually doesn't want this. i mean like for example. we trained our kid to play soccer. turns out when grow up he/she wants to b a dancer. we waste a lot of money, send for training, personal attention. waste time. then suddenly all just gone.

but if if it turns out perfectly the way we wanted. it's a dream comes true. probably can be the best of the best.is not easy to be the best. i remember the story of Dato' Sidek family. the whole family plays badminton. only the eldest sister not playing i guess. i read the book bout them. Misbun the first boy. doesn't want to play badminton. he prefer other games like takraw and soccer. same with jailani. who wants to play takraw actually. Razif always listen to his father. trained hard. got scholar to sports school since form 1. after jailani is Rahman. not very famous but still manage to play to MSSM level. then Rashid. he played very well and heard he makes millions now with his talent. so wut their father did was a success eventhough a lot of forcing involve.

i always thought. if i get the chance to be a kid again. i would probably train myself to be something. soccer for example. who knows i might be like Christiano Ronaldo or Ronaldhinio. I may got Dato' for my achievement. Can ya imagine.. Dato' Harris Zaharey(cam kene lak). people look at me. everybody loves me. Married to a super model. tht's not possible anymore. there's no way i can do it anymore now. ok now. bye..

cerita due malam..

2008-11-23T11:21:00.000-08:00

Bosan² lepas smayang jumaat hari jumaat tu. saya pun rilek² jenjalan sorang² kat banda dublin tuh. tgk² kalu ade menda bole buat. tp cam biase jek, sume menda sama jek ade. org men gitar tepi jalan, pastu ade yg wat aksi patung. memacam jenis patung ade. tp sume dh penah tgk. selain tuh, ade la sale sane sini. nak beli, takde duit lak. eventhou discount pun still duit kan. cukop la beli brg penneys mase pagi tuh. dlm tengah² jln tu la something happened.

tetiba ade seorang awek spanish tegur. Memula wat bodo la. ingat die tegur org lain ke. mane tau kan.. kat tengah banda ni sikit punye ramai manusia. pastu kang kalu jawab pun nanti cam perasan lak. jap agi die panggil lagi. 'excuse me, your name is Harris rite'. pastu saya jawab la cam biase. ' yes, tht's rite, but i'm sorry i don't your name' kinda blur gak time tuh. apsal die kenal lak. rase tak penah lak jumpe kat Class ke memane ker. muke ala² sofia jane pun ade.body hot tp pakaian agak sopan la berbanding ngan kebanyakan org kat sini. even Malaysian kat sini pun lagi dasat dressup. die pakai t-shirt body shop kat dlm pastu long bubble jacket hitam(tak bape bubble sgt la), jeans topshop ngan boot tinggi. ok la kan. pastu die ajak gi minum. die tanye kenal die tak. kalu tak kenal takpe la. nanti leh kenal2.. ooo pastu die leh ckp melayu skit². takde la fasih sangat. tp ok la.takde la cam mat salleh baru blaja ckp melayu. mesti korang cam tak caya kan citer nih. kalu xnak teruskan baca pun takpe. tak paksa. ok la. so saya pun ikut la. kitorang minum kat starbuck dame street. cool la situ. mase tu pun cam awal lagi. baru kol 2.30pm. tak gelap lagi. ekceli cam takut gak nak ikut. mane tau die nak jual ke ape ke kan. dah la lame tak gi gym, dh tak kuat dh. nk defend diri pun dah tak kuat. mase kat starbuck tuh die pun start la citer. ooh.. jap kitorang minum yg tengah promotion skang nih... cherry chocolate cuppucino sempena hari natal tak lama lagi.. hah.. ni yg korang tunggu² kan ape yg die nak ckp kan. ekceli die ckp la. die perkenalkan diri die Aisyah. Muslim rupenye. tp cun gile, tak pakai tudung. english die ok la. better la dari saya ni kan. die dari spain. die ckp 20tahun lepas die penah dok malaysia. kite penah satu kelas sampai darjah 4. die ckp die mmg dh lame cari saya. dulu penah die try cari saya mase thn 2000. saya takde. saya kat KL. die tau rumah saya kat Jb. die try la amik no phone mobile saya mase tu. tp tak dpt. maybe ntah mmg nasib takde. myb saya dh cut line tepon mase tu kot. die try cari saya kat umah sewa kat kl. tp jumpe. die pun takleh lame, pasal die saje dtg cuti mase die blaja. so die balik spain. pastu bile saye pikir² balik. baru la saya teringat. die ni cam kawan baik saya la dulu mase skolah rendah. apsal tak cam and tak ingat langsung eh. hhmm.. skolah rendah kan. mane nak ingat sey. tp cemane die leh ingat. muka saya confirm la berubah kan. makin hensem ke tak tu tak tau la. die ckp saya ni best sangat. die tak penah kawan ngan orang cam saya. tp mase tu kecik lagi sey. perkataan sex pun tak tau lagi. eh.. ke dh tau eh. tau kot. penah tertengok mase abang saya pasang kat umah member die. biase la mase kecik dulu slalu nak follow abang gi memane. saya ni jadi alasan utk abang kuar umah. konon kalu ade saya die takde la wat keje² tak baik cam isap okok ke, main mercun ke, tengok citer lucah ker. saya lak jenis ikut jek. oo anyway. pasal yg awek tuh. hah. mase kecik. mane tau pape kan. kawan jek la. die ckp saya ni matured gile die rase mase tuh. byk la citer die. byk la perkara mengimbas kembali zaman tu. Pikir² balik cam dlm drama lak ade scenario camni. pelik pun ade. bole lak jumpe kat sini. dlm bebanyak tempat kat dunia nih. ekceli die citer la. die penah kawin. husband die org spain gak. takde anak. tp husband die meninggal. kene tembak. husband die salah sorang ahli kumpulan kongsi gelap kat spain tuh. die takde la tak cinta kat husband die. die kawen pun cam lebih kurang ikut mak bapak punye choice la. ingatkn kat msia jek ade camtu. kat spain pun ade eh. pastu kitorang jenjalan, sampai ke dundrum kitorang jalan. eh takde la jalan. i mean naik Luas la(tramp). tp jauh gak la. penah jek jalan kaki dari sane balik town. 2jam gak la jalan lelaju. pastu malam tuh balik dari dundrum kitorang hangout kat tepi quay. best gile. mmg mengidam nak lepak ngan awek kat tepi quay tuh. ni la pes time. dh la ngan awek cun lak tuh. kalu org tgk mesti jeles gile nyer. die tinggal kat area smithfield. saya pun dh mula la jatuh cinta. walaupun kenal dh lame. tp rase cam org baru la kenal kan. pasal dulu lain. dulu kecik. skang due² dh besor. ade perasaan dan naluri.mase kat quay tu happy sgt. tak penah rase feel camtuh. tu la pes time. a'ah eh. lupe lak nak citer pasal quay nih. ekceli quay ni sungai yg besar gak la kat tgh bandar dublin nih. kat Bandar cork pun ade. design lebih kurang jek. kat ireland ade 3 bandar besar iaitu dublin,cork ngan galway. besar tak besar la. bandar muar rase lagi besar kot. nak lwn Kuala Lumpur jauh skali kot. ooo ok sambung. quay tu kan river, pastu ade tempat jalan kaki pastu bench yg panjang kat situ. so saya lepak la situ bersama awek tuh. rase cam dh kapel lak. cam pasangan burung merpati bahagia lah. lame gak kitorang lepak. Kol 11 baru gerak dari situ. dh ler sejuk nak mati. awek nyer psl ilang sume sakit. hehehe. malam tuh saya anta la die balik kat smithfield market. eh saya dh citer belom eh. die dok 2 orang jek. ngan member die. diorang wat medic. kat trinity college. mase nak blah tu sempat la saya hug die and bagi satu kiss kat pipi die. cool kan. cam citer kt dlm movie jiwang² tuh. sambil on the way saya gerak gi umh member kat jervis tuh, sambil tu la kitorang bebual kat tepon. sampai battery kong. padahal baru jek charge pagi tuh. mase kat umh member tu tak byk citer la. takde la nk citer kat sesape menda nih. wat dang jek la. biase la. member kat umh tu baru beli tv baru. ade sony bravia baru full HD. pastu beli cakera blue ray Transformer main kat PS3. siap cable pun baru utk HDMI. bape caret gold ntah.. mahal kabel tuh. 130euro. pakai emas tuh. jual pun best gak nih. heheh. ok la skip citer umah tuh. esok pepagi die call. die ajak gi minum lagi. saya pun tanpa berlengah lagi bersiap la. siap pow minyak wangi member umh tuh. heheh. wangi gile. confirm die nak cemolot nyer. takde la. takkan la kan. ok.. kitorang jalan area henry street lak. pastu kitorang gi makan. tau tak kat mane.. kat mulut. hahahahah. mmg la kat mulut takkan kat tempat lain lak kan(nak wat lawak tak jadi). ekceli kitorang makan kat restoran jepun nih. tu la. nak gi jepun jauh sangat. ade restoran ala² jepun pun ok la. die banje lagi. dh le smalamnye die bayar all. siap offer nak menda pape lain lagi. kaya gile ke die nih. die ckp pasal saya ni best. even baru jumpe balik pun die rase saya ni masih cool. dari kecik sampai besar sama jek cool. makin cool pun ade die ckp. rase bangga pun ade. tp cool tu mmg ade la. pastu kitorang jenjalan lagi. sampai dh lepak gile jalan. tp nak jalan gak lagi. cam tak puas lak hangout ngan die. petang tu yg dh malam. like 5pm. dh gelap gile. so saya ckp saya anta balik lagi la. lame sgt kuar nih. mase kat umh die tuh.. tetiba die ajak saya naik. memula cam pikir taknak gak. tp lelame.. wut the hell. slambe jek la. so lepak la. umh die besar. member die saya jumpe. nama maria. muke cun gak. cam julia rais pun ade. pastu cool gak cam die. senyum jek. happy jek. cam takde masalah langsung. tp kan. org ckp slalu org camni la yg ade masalah. taknak citer masalah jek. hall die besar. bilik ade 2. kire sorang satu la. bilik air 2. dapur pun terbaik. sewa takde la mahal sgt. saya rase kurang selesa. so mintak tuala. then mandi. slalu mmg kurang selesa kalu kuar jenjalan ke ape. mesti nak mandi after tht. pasal badan berlengas. walaupun tak berpeluh. psl sejuk nak mati dh skang kat luar. walaupun belum betul² winter lagi. bile dh mandi air panas tu baru syok skit. segar jek rase. sambil saya mandi tu, rupenye die masak. makanan spain la. nasi tapi masakan spain. die tau org melayu suke nasi kan. pastu ade udang ngan muscles. seafood la. die takde ayam halal. member die kristian. die jenis sebat jek. cume khinzir jek die tak makan. ayam katok sume sebat jek. so dlm peti ais ade ayam ngan daging katok jek. so after makan kitorang layan movie. citer sisterhood travelling pants2. .. cool la layan ngan die. due2 best. die ngan kawan die. pastu ade gitar kat umah die. saya suh die main. terer la die main. tak sangka lak kan. pastu saya pun tunjuk la bakat skit. ehehe. main la beberapa lagi yg jiwang skit. pastu ade la campur2 lagu melayu skit. die ckp suare saya best. tak tau la nak bodek ker ape. tp nak bodek ape. die yg banje sume. wutelse she want kan. jgn die pancing pastu jual saya cam citer hostel tu dah ler. tp diorang ni baik. takde nampak cam org jahat pun. pastu dkt kol 11 gitu hangout kat bilik die lak. bilik die pun cool. tema bilik hitam. die suka hitam putih. die ckp, pasal hitam nampak elegant.tgk die jenis org simple jek. takde la jenis yg over tuh. make up pun skit² jek. nak tido ofcourse la die pakai pyjamas kan. cute gile die pakai pyjamas. tetiba tgh citer² saya terlelap. pastu terjaga kol 2 pagi camtuh. smua dh gelap. die tengah peluk saya. pastu saya ingat nak blah la gi depan tido kat sofa ke kan.. slow² angkat tangan die. takut die terjaga. baru nak gerak jek. die tarik saya. taknak bagi blah. pastu die tarik muka saya and kiss me. fulamak. ni lagi la cam dlm citer omputeh kat tv amerika. ........

hhmmm.. dh la.. penat la nak citer.. ekceli sume citer kat atas ni tipu jek. hahahah. ekceli dh penat . takde idea nak tulis ape. pastu reka² la citer. kire kalu korang tak caya dari awal tu betul la. takkan la ade awek spain nak kenal. kat skolah rendah mane ade member foreigner.tipu jek sume tuh. hahah. mmg tak jadi pun lawak ni. yg betul nye saya takde citer menarik nak citer. lepas lepak umh member tuh time update blog sblom smayang jumaat tu saya siap trus gi smayang. then hangout gi umh member. ade la citer yg skit betul. cam member beli tv sony baru siap beli cable mahal tu mmg betul. main kat ps3. siap beli movie transformer blue ray. padahal dvd original dh ade. tp nak gamba lagi jelas. beli blue ray lak. sound system pakai din nyer Bose. puas ati la tengok. sharp gile gambar. ok la kengkawan sume. saya nak tido. bye.

jalan-jalan amik angin..

2008-11-21T04:24:00.000-08:00

pretty bored yesterday in blanchardstown. waiting for confirmation from the work place i interviewed. i hv a feelin' i'm gonna get this job. hopefully i will. pray for me will ya.Nothing happened actually. i went to penneys. not many malaysians comes here. coz it's kinda low standard to them i guess. i bought a plain black snow cap and a black mafla for total of 5 euro. have to buy it, coz i lost all my mafla and my cool black snow cap after i move to my sisters. hope nobody notice i bought it fr here. hehe. it could be from anywhere. i saw this bubble jacket. pretty cool. only 7euro. just imagine. a bubble jacket, 7 euro. thts freakin' cheap. i dnt hv any bubble jacket... pretty tempting. looks nice too. well very nice i'm suppose. only it's penneys.. but i thought myb some other time.
arrrgghh,, wut the hell. the next day, thts is today, this morning. i decide to go and buy it. hahaha. i dressed total hiphop today. i'm wearing Bape shirt, phat farm jeans and timberland boots. with messy hair, my sony mp3 player and a black snow cap i bought yesterday. there goes my temptation. hahahah. i bought it finally. it's only 7 euro. penneys open at 9am. after i send ameera to school and husayn to Dhar's house, i straight to penneys. then i straight to city centre. chill out at Mambe's house. here i am, updating my blog which is stupid and bored. and now i don't know wut else to say. bye..

p/s: kalu sesape nak dtg sini, takyah bwk jeket tebal. pasal sini dh byk. bole la pinjam.bukannya pakai pun diorang ni. hahahh. unless kalu korang tak bole pakai brg org le.

Orale Carnal..

2008-11-18T12:55:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone. hehe. me doin' pretty fine. Just still not working. screw the title. i dnt know wut to put on the title. anyway. yesterday i was at this coffee shop after an interview at dublin 14. well the coffee shop is in city centre. not important anyway. ok .. i was lookin' pretty good actually hehe. anyway at the coffee shop, the waitress looks interested hehe (perasan). i'm not always get tht kinda service before this. there were 2 waitress who serv me. one make me a coffee and the other one make me a cake. only i didn't get any discounts. well thts not my story actually. my story is actually about .. ok the conversation was like this... hehe

waitress : here' s the coffee sir. enjoy(wit big smile)

me: thank you very much ( smile too)

waitress: oohh by the way. you're from Mexico are ya?

me: Oh no miss, do i sound like one?

waitress: no.your english is very good, but you look like south American or something, no?

me: owh, no miss. I'm from Malaysia.

waitress: myb you're mix or ya grandparents..

me:well i'm not sure 'bout tht, but i heard my great granparents from holland. (mula la menipu, hahhaha, padahal mmg tak tau pun, myb kot ade, mane tau kan)

see, nobody believes me when i told them. And actually that was not the first. most people at the gym thought i'm from spain. some say i'm Latin American. this one time i met an ex-marine. he said that i don't look asian. so far most people here thought tht i'm no asian only when there's msian around me. hehe.

p/s: perasan jek, kalu dah boyan, boyan jugak kan. cume boyan ni yg ensem nyer la. heheh

what's your age?

2008-11-12T10:28:00.000-08:00

I was asked by my 6 years old niece this afternoon about my age.

Niece: Pa' De, what is your age?

me: I'm.......... . Ameera, i'm not saying you're wrong

but usually when people ask about age they'll said like how old are you.

Niece: but Pa'de, old is for old people. it'll make you look old.

Me: ??????(betul jugak die ni cakap eh).

Fairies Are Real...

2008-11-10T08:03:00.000-08:00

My sister bought a Tinkerbell dvd's included wit books about fairies for Ameera( my niece of course). In the book on the first chapter says that Fairies Are Real. They give examples like why there's a drops on leaves in the morning where there was no rain on the night before or how can there be colours of rainbow unless if there's something painted it and many more reasons. My niece really believed it and she even accused me of lying because the book say so. well i get to watch the movie while waiting for my sister to get home. Quite interesting maybe because i love peter pan when i was a kid. Tinkerbell is one of the character. In this movie it explains more about this fairies. there so many fairies and there are kinds of fairies. like Tinkerbell, she's a tinker fairies. there's also water fairies, light fairies, wind fairies and many more. they all get to go to the mainland except thinker fairies. Thinker fairies only do pots and machine or create something to help other fairies and they have no duties in mainland. Tinkerbell was chosen to be thinker fairies but she wanted to go to the mainland........ well i'm not gonna tell the whole story. lets get to the conclusion shall we. Actually wut i'm tryna tell here is. My niece is wrong. hahah. how come there are no seasons in malaysia, spring,summer, autumn and winter.This is so unfair. how can fairies be unfair. or mayb this movies are not for asian countries. the fairy suppose to make all seasons possible everywhere. like in Malaysia, there's only sunny and rainy everyday. mayb malaysia is too far. .. hhmmm... y im arguing wit my niece?.. she's 6 .. arrghhh.. y i'm posting this entry anyway.. hhmm..

Homophobic..

2008-11-02T16:19:00.000-08:00

sian member my fren sorang ni kat msia. die kene interbiu kat melodi. pasal protes homophobic kat gig hujan. ekceli bukan la protes semata². just to educate org pasal homophobic nih. ekceli bukan gig hujan jek. byk gak gig² lain yg die and rakan² die buat action cam nih. yg tak best nyer interbiu tuh hanya tunjuk part yg die ckp menda tak bagus. padahal part paling penting yg die nk explen tak kuar pun. tu le media. nak laga² org mmg suke. diorang tak anti pun hujan. cam rakan² kat jb yg maki hujan mase kat gig. hah tu pun lagi satu. bile hujan kene maki kat jb.. satu jb org pandang slek. even komen² kat youtube kutuk bebudak jb gile². rase cam tak best lak. padahal kat memane pun bukan kat jb jek bebudak tak suka hujan. me as johorean pun rase cam tak best lak. tapi gi mati la kan sape yg tak suke bdk jb pun kan. salah satu sbb, dengar citer la, pasal noh ckp die anti kaum perhubungan sejenis nih(gay). pasal member ni lak. sian gak die. pasal penat die ngan member² die buat explenation tp tak tunjuk betul2 ape yg diorang explen. cam tension gak jadi diorang. salah satu explen diorang, dlm bebanyak fan diorang mesti ade nyer gay. so ape perasaan gay tu kan. dh la myb dia support hujan ni ngan beli cd ke, baju hujan ke. jadi fanclub ke. pastu bebudak hujan benci diorang. kan cam tak best kan. media lak memandai jek cakap. diorang ni yg protes hujan ade kat memane gig hujan. sanggup dtg ke jb ke ke sarawak ke. padahal org yg protes tu lain². cemane org nk caya media kalu camni. but eveybody knows. kalu korang nak tgk interview tu ade kat melodi 2nd november nyer. bole search kat http://www.tv3.com.my/. at the same time bole tgk comment my fren ni kat blog die http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=329090&blogID=445671804 . oohh by the way. just nak explen kat korang. I'm no Homophobic. but doesn't mean i support them. i just don't hate them. Just to share wit ya guys. there are some of these people who try to get to know me. i said i don't mind. but then, when they asked something like they wanna have sex wit me, and that's scary. just imagine if ya received a text msg say something like ' i can't wait you f%*k my back like doggy style'. that is sooo freaky, plus he's married and have kids. .. i don't know why this thing happened or how they gonna change. i'm not in their position. well, ya damn right it is wrong. but shud we punish them. i just believe tht if we really wanna do something bout it we can do something like educate them like send them to religious school or something or mayb there some other way to help them. I don't know. send the expert on this. but not by hatred or discriminate or anything like that. so wut da ya think..? do you know how it feels to b discriminate. mayb ya do. but some people just couldn't take it. it feels like somebody put a knife on ya heart and that is like killing. so da ya wanna kill them, i know bout religious. i do understand but does islam teach us to kill.is the same like fitnah and fitnah is a greater sin than killing.... educate them. there are lot's of ways to do it. there are lots of expert in Malaysia. y don't people take some action on this. well the good think about in this western people, they aware of all this kinda thing. like yesterday, a football match Celtic againts Heart. before the game start all players holds a big red card and in the card say something like 'giv Racism a red card' and lift it up to show support for the anti- racist.
so again i said.. i'm no homophobic.. but i doesn't mean i support them. ok. gotta go..

Happy Halloween..

2008-10-31T15:45:00.000-07:00

Alamak.. this picture scary nyer. No matter doug. Anyway, my sister asked me to look after her kids Ameera and Husayn and take them for trick o treats.. coz My sister and her husband goin to the James Bond premier this evening. So i said ok. i don't mind. but i know nothing bout this halloween. neva had one. even last year on halloween i was at my house in jervis. no big deal actually. hehe.

Anyway. afternoon after Jemaat prayer i straight take the bus and go home. exactly 4pm i reach home and my sister ready to go out. as usual Ameera and Husayn watch their Disney Channel. it's already dark at 5pm. All chocolates and candy bars are ready to be given. They're still watching tv and im still with my computers. then at 6 we go and get ready. well, i'm not dress up as anything but husayn and ameera does. husayn wore his Flash costume and Ameera wore her Bell dress. well she has lot's of princess dresses.

then we waited for somebody to come first. coz i don't know when to start. so we wait and wait. still nobodies coming. Ameera's gettin bored. then at 8 i decided to go. just when we got out. Ameera and Husayn kinda scared after they heard fireworks. i thought they love fireworks. she doesn't wanna go on. she wanna stay home. husayn start shaking coz its so cold. No kids outside. i don't know y. my sister said last year was so happening. lots of kids moving around from house to house for 'trick o treat'. even the wicked witch doll outside Vivians' house were gone. tht's our neighbour nextdoor. probably somebody stole it. hehe. Ameera's so scared of that witch. hmm.. so we decided to stay home. still nobodies coming. then i decided to do it at home. i mean 'trick o treating'.

so they bring they're basket and do it upstairs. in her room. so i pretend to be the owner of the house where her room is my house. then they knocked on the door. and say.. 'trick o treats'. i gave them goodies from the bowl tht my sister prepared earlier. haha. too bad Ameera already change her cloth. only husayn still wore his costume but since the heater was on, so it's kinda warm and he took off his Mask. anyway it's kinda cool. atleast they are happy. hehe.

they get lot's of goodies at we ate 'em in front of the tv in Ameeras' room. while waiting for mummy and daddy. we watch movies. it's Annie. cool movies for kids her age. have ya guys watch annie. well i watch 'em last time when i was a kid. it's 'bout this orphanage girl who gets lucky to b adopt by billionaire. watch the rest of the movie ya self haha..
they fell asleep after a while. i put ameera to bed and i left husayn beside me while surfing the internet and watch the rest of Annie. After my sister came home. i went down to my room and prepared to sleep.

that's all the story of me spending my time with my Nephew and Nice on halloween. and it's really late. i gotta sleep.. happy halloween.

ya cold enough..

2008-10-28T14:50:00.000-07:00

hah.. got some ideas now. just to share wit all of ya. now is still Autumn. but outside freezing to death. can't stand it. wuts gonna happen in winter?

normal or abnormal

2008-10-28T14:41:00.000-07:00

my head is totally blank.feels like my brains not working right now. i really don't know wut to think. is this normal?

The Bucket List...

2008-10-16T04:24:00.000-07:00

baru ni banyak sgt kemtian kedengaran oleh dari org² terdekat. takut tu ade la gak. tp perlu ke rase takut. ape² hal one day we gonna die anyway. tak kire die mude or tua, tinggi rendah, kaya miskin, lawa buruk, semua akan mati. even semalam ade lagi satu berita disebarkan melalui email dr seorang kawan. ibunya telah pulang ke rahmatullah. Al-fatihah disedekah kan.
Anyway semalam saya telah menonton movie called 'the Bucket List'. Is about this 2 old fellow who has only 6 monts or a year to live expected by the doctor. They were strangers at first. They met in the hospital who's own by one of them(jack nicholson). the other guy (morgan freeman) tryna list wut he wants to do before he died which is called bucket list. when he heard bout the news that he's gonna die anyway, he throw the list while in the morning jack nicholson-andrew pick it up and read 'bout it. he kinda relisted the list. he said tht they should do this while they're still alive. 6 months is enough to do all that. the rest of it better watch it ya self. hahah.
the moral of the story, in this life try to find the best enjoyment of ya life. doesn't mean ya have enjoyed it. so enjoy huh.. have ya found your's?
ok everybody... enjoy

my observation on friday.

2008-10-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

hari jumaat aritu i was walking down city centre. ade 2 menda yg interest me nak share ngan ya'll. pes thing is ade promotion bra dari jenama Triump. diorang wat cam street performance tp kat dlm glass builing at henry street. tp utk tontonan org luar jek. letak speaker kat luar bangunan Ilac Shopping centre tu, pastu diorang miming dlm glass. cam cool la. maybe coz i first time tengok kan. so cam pelik gak la tp cool. sketsa tu pendek jek. tp diorang promote bra. kire cam pakai bra jek la. hehe. pastu kalu tepi jalan camtu kan byk budak², org tua ape sume kan. tp diorang slamba gak. citer die simple jek. ade sorang nerd nih tryna be cool or look cool. she wore an old fashion bra and ofcourse to make her look more nerd, she's wearing specs, tie her hair and wore old fashion skirts. went into this bra shop asked for trendy bra. then came this 3 girls which is already wearing cool triump bra. they all feel so proud and confident. then this nerd girl change her bra and suddenly transform everything and looks cool. with shiny pants and sing happy song. she's now more confident and they all live happily ever after.. the end. hehe. cool ke pelik? tak tau la.
the second story ni lagi klaka. this is about dole kid. kat tengah banda ni ade lane luas. which takde gate or ape² pintu masok ke. just macam station bas jek only just tramp coming instead of busses. Just ticket machine and long bench for sitting. ok, just imagine, this crazy dole kid, he standing on the sitting bench open he's track suit and pee infront of everybody. i don't think he's from mental institution. he's not that young. i think around 15 to 18 years old. he's wearing normal cloth. and i heard he's talking normal . just playing crazy if ya know wut i mean. haha. usually diorang ni kencing kat bangunan. walaupun depan org tp atleast cover anu dia. even that pun dah groce enough. ni dgn selamba bomba nyer die pancut. dengan takde perasaan malu pun. hahah. nape eh..?
tu jek nak share ngan korang sume. ok la.. bye.

Napolean from the Outlawz...

2008-10-07T12:49:00.000-07:00

hey guys.. check this out..

from outlaws to the laws.

from thug life to deen life...

just watch it.. just a one minute scene..

2008-10-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

Baru jek diberitakan tentang Arwah Ayah Hanna, sebentar tadi bapa saudara saya pula telah kembali ke rahmatullah lebih kurang jam 6am/uk 1pm/msia.
Utk Keluarga Mak Ngah ucapan takziah diucapkan. Al-Fatihah disedekahkan, Yaasin dibacakan. Semoga rohnya dirahmati allah.

diingatkan kepada semua, sesungguhnya ajal maut ditangan tuhan. kite redha sahaja pemergian org yg dikasihi. Hanya Allah sahaja yg mengetahui.

2008-10-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

Ucapan takziah kepada family Hanna yg ayahnya pulang ke rahmatullah pada hari Raya ke-2. Al-Fatihah..
juga ingin meminta maaf kerana tidak dapat menyumbangkan pertolongan yang sepatutnya pada hari tersebut kerana hanya diberitahu pada malamnya. untuk Hanna, banyakkan bersabar. ingat tuhan. sesuatu yang hidup pasti akan kembali.

Eid Mubarak...1st syawal.

2008-09-30T16:57:00.000-07:00

Wish ya all Eid Mubarak.

this year i will be celebrating this festival in blanchardstown, Ireland. well i was celebrating it here last year. but this time, is not like i 'balik kampung'. coz i use to live in the city centre and kinda like 'balik kampung' when i came to blanch. this time i permanently lives here with my sisters family. the only family i have in Ireland, heheh. well obviously, most people here celebrate without their family or relatives around, just friends.
Anyway, on the last day of ramadhan, my sister prepared Mee Hoon Soto and Rendang Daging for our main dishes tomorrow and i spent the whole day helping my sister with a lot of thing especially the 'Bergedil' and it's so degil to make it. well, it actually not tht hard but since i had to make 2 bags of potatoe. took me the whole day to do it since morning.
we had takbir from house to house. since there too many people.. well too many malaysians now in Blanchardstown, so we devide in two group. we didn't joined the malaysians in tyrelstown like last year. instead we only combined with malaysians in waterville. there only 4 houses. but still finished at 11.30pm.
its gonna b a big day tomorrow. the Eid Fitr Prayer mostly start at 9.30am tomorrow. We decide to just go to Coolmine Sport centre to perform. It's not a mosque. it's a basketball court. but it's ok. as long as all the rule complied and followed. it doesn't matter. Even we heard tht Malaysian Hall under renovation. too bad for the new comers to gather and feel the experiance the gathering with all malaysian on the first day of syawal.anyway there'll b and even this weekend held in Astra Hall UCD where there's a budget of this event from the Malaysian Government i think. there will be a lot of variety Malaysian dishes. fyi, i was called by the chef to help them with the preparation of food for tht event. isn't tht cool. hehe. basically people will eat the food tht i cook. even thou i will get paid for the job but i feel like i'm contribute something for Malaysia. ok it's really late. its gonna b a big day tomorrow.
so.. again i would like to wish ya all ' Slamat Hari Raya'. and Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Kampung VS Bandar

2008-09-23T10:57:00.000-07:00

Dulu mase kecik² bile ajak balik kampung jek mesti muka tension. tp bile dh sampai kampung best pulak. tak tau la apsal, eh tau sbnarnye apsal. jap eh nak ingat.. .hah.. slalu bile balik kampung kepala mesti tensen tak dpt tgk citer kartun best².ekceli ade jek citer lain leh tgk. Ade cenel TV3. tp iklan tv singapura SBC5 mase tuh dh sediakan citer yg lagi menarik. tak ingat la citer ape. tp mmg byk la citer. kepala dh terpikir, konpem terlepas nyer citer ni sume. rasa nak nangis pun ade mase tuh. tp disebabkan balik kampung nyer pasal.. anyway. ade 2 kampung. satu kat Kg Jambu pekan Pahang, satu lagi kat Kg Kuala Gali, Dong Raub, Pahang. hah utk pengetahuan semua Kuala Gali tu dekat ngan Kuala Lipis. tempat Siti Nurhaliza. tp femeli kitorang takde kene mengena pun ngan Siti Nurhaliza. mungkin bau² bacang ade kot.. tp tak penah kaji pun. mase kecik² atuk ngan nenek kat pekan ade lagi. kat raub ade nenek ngan atuk tiri. Atuk betul kat Raub tak penah jumpe pun. Dengar citer meninggal kat Mekah. tak sure la bile meninggal. Jarang citer pasal atuk belah tuh. dgr citer atuk kawen 4... so adik beradik mak ekceli ramai giler. dgr ade lebih 20 org. me myself not really sure 'bout it actually.
ok mane dulu eh nak citer. ok, citer pasal bandar dulu la. kat bandar Jb ade memacam. ade jalan raya. ade kedai runcit yg dekat. ade bangunan. nak jenjalan pun senang. member pun ramai. ade tv singapura. ade byk rumah bole beraya. mesti dpt byk duit raya. To be honest, tak tau la ape yg best kat bandar tu, tp rase taknak balik kampung mase tuh. rase kalu kat kampung takde menda. ade cousin². ade byk pokok. ade rumah kayu yg bilik air kat luar. eh jap jap. citer pasal bandar dulu. ikutkan kat bandar pun mase raya bukan ade org pun. sume org balik kampung. cume ade la member² yg takde kampung. tp bape kerat jek. nak jalan pun susah. takkan nak lepak ngan member tu jek. pastu mesti member tu ngan femeli diorang ape sume. jadi kalu pikir² balik. balik kampung tu la yg terbaik. ade cousin², ade pokok, ade rumah kayu yg bilik air kat luar.
hhmmm.. ok la cukup la citer pasal bandar. tak best pun ekceli. takde menda menarik pun. nanti sambung balik menda yg menarik pasal banda. bile balik kampung, first menda yg tak best ialah perjalanan. tak kire la balik raub ke balik pekan. mase tu mane ade highway. so bile balik, agak tension gak la kat dlm kete tuh. kalu balik pekan ikut laluan timur. so, lalu la mersing, ape sume. kalu gi raub, ikut lauan melaka, kl sume. laluan jalan kampung ni dgn jalan bengkang bengkok. byk bump. pastu kalu jalan malam lak, agak seram. lalu sebelah pokok. bile tgk pokok tu, memacam la bayangan kuar. ade hantu la, ade org jahat la. pastu yg paling tak best skali bile jalan lelame, pusing² nih, kepala pun pening. so ade la yg muntah la. ade yg nak terkencing la tengah² jalan. tu la yg tak best. ok habis. citer psl perjalanan.
bile sampai kampung. tak tau la pasal ape. myb pasal suasana yg lain buat rasa tak best kot. ok . citer pasal pekan dulu la. kat pekan my dad yg paling tua. so my dad kawen dulu. my uncle, ayah uda punye anak paling tua pun baya adik no 5. jadi nak main ke ape pun ngan adik beradik seniri jek. tp ade cousin jauh. lebih kurang baya abang. pastu rumah cousin jauh tu agak jauh gak la. dh la nak gi dr satu rumah ke satu rumah agak seram. even waktu siang pun. pastu adik² die sume pompuan. yg laki lak kecik sgt lagi. tp pakcik kat belah sane agak sporting gak la. yg paling best ialah Pak Tot. die ade beli byk mercun ngan bunga api. jadi agak seronok gak la main mercun ape sume. biase la kecik² ape je yg best. confirm la main jek yg best. even skang pun kalu main especially mercun mesti best. hah, pasal cousin² pompuan yg dua tiga pupu tu pun mase tu kan kecik. takde nafsu pun lagi. so takde pun niat nak tekel ke ape. tp mase jumpe bile dh besar pun agak cun gak.. eh bukak agak.. mmg cun pun. cume biase la. sape la kite ni nak tekel. dh le diorang sume cerdik pandai. jenis peksa sume A1. .. melalut lak cite nih. rasenye dari kecik sampai skang, tak penah skali pun bebual ngan diorang. hhmm.. oo lagi satu femeli agak religous. mayb psl tu kot. pastu ade mak cu zakiah kat kampung. hah.. makcu ni kire penduduk remaja yg lame yg kitorang kenal. umur die atas setahun jek dari abang. ekceli die sebenarnya anak angkat. die pun tak tau untill die dah abis blaja unversiti. kesian kan. tu pun atuk sedara yg bagi tau. sedih gak dgr mase tuh. kalu jadi diri die mesti sedih. tp nak wat cemane. dh takdir camtuh. oo nak citer kat sini.. mak cu ni la banyak citer² pasal kat kampung tu. nak nak citer antu. byk gak la citer antu kat kampung nih. antu takde kaki, tiap malam cari kaki la. antu terbang kat pokok la. dh la kat depan dlm kawasan rumah tu ade pokok besar gile. mmg seram la tgk pokok tuh. oo lagi satu bilik air kat luar. so bile nak mandi jek, rase cuak tu mula la. especially malam la. siang ok lagi. hehe. kat kampung pekan ni mase kecik rase cam bosan jek. tp kalu nak tau, kampung ni byk org ternama dtg dr sini. contoh, Tun Razak tu sebenarnya Atuk sedara, beliau sedara ngan my nenek yg kitorang panggil Tok. kalu atuk lak kitorang panggil To'Ki. bukan penyanyi to'ki eh. takde kene mengena ngan ini citer... so Najib tu kire sedara la. tp tak penah jumpe pun. Ayah biase la jumpe. dh sedara kan. even majlis kawen kakak pun die tak dtg. apatah lagi kalu majlis berbuka puase bersama keluarga. pastu kalu meeting Umno slalu la ayah attend, sampai skang pun kalu ade hal pape, meeting ke ape mesti ayah attend nyer kat pekan tuh. pasal ayah ni takleh dok diam. suke jalan. bukan jalan makan angin. tp jalan gi keje ke. tak dpt duit pun takpe. janji jumpe org. maybe suke jumpe org, bual² kot. tu yg anak die ikut. like me.. i dnt know if i ever tell this, but i dnt actually like travelling. but i love to go around see people or friends. tak kesah la jauh ke dekat. anyway.. Ayah agak kuar gak politik. even dgr citer dulu mase umur die 27 dh jadi calon katua pemuda. tp disebabkan ayah keje bank. dpt offer jadi manager, pastu pindah ke kedah. so terpaksa la kensel niat tuh. hah.. tp sokong mane.. tu adalah Rahsia k. Undi itu rahsia. byk la dato' dtg dari kampung kitorang tuh.
hah.. tu citer pasal Pekan. tp dulu tak tau pekan tu sebenarnya best, byk sejarah ape sume. jadi mase kecik tu lagi suka .. ekceli tak suka pun. cume lebih prefer balik Raub. kat raub ni sedara ramai skit. Mak adik no 3 dari 4 org. ekceli ramai lagi.. bak katakan tadi, atuk kawen 4. so, adik beradik mak ekceli ade lebih 20 org. tapi yg kenal cume adik beradik betul jek. yaitu 4 org. ade paklong ketot, mak ngah, my mom ngan pakcik yen. oo ade makcu gak. pun anak angkat gak. tp umur agak jauh dari abang. pun same tak tau mase kecik. bile besar skit baru tau. sian kan. mase kecik tu ade Atuk tiri idup lagi. atuk tiri ni dgr citer best gile. baik sangat. sayang sgt kat sume org. kire penyayang la. especially my mom. coz my mom jek yg dok ngan wan dari kecik sampai besar. kire manja la. lain sume dok ngan mak tiri atau ngan ayah betul iaitu atuk yg meninggal kat mekah yg tak penah jumpe tuh. hah, my grandma kitorang panggil Wan and atuk kitorang panggil atok. Pastu kat sini ramai la cousin. ikut batch. batch abg ngan kakna, yg lain ade abg Lan, pastu abg Lee, abg Man, pastu kak ti and fahmi. then my batch ade Jijie ngan Azwan pastu ade Ain. hhmm.. pastu batch bawah lain ade my brother ijat, aus, nani, cousin lain .. syakira and syafinaz. so agak ramai la cousin². jd agak seronok gak la. byk la aktiviti² yg dijalankan. seperti memancing, mandi sungai, panjat pokok.. hah yg paling best. gi kebun tebu makan tebu mase bulan pose. hahah. bukan makan tebu jek. ekceli ade cousin yg agak teging siap mencuri buah, kuih raya dan bermacam lagi dr dapur and makan kat kebun tebu tuh. mandi sungai pun best gak. macam dlm drama tv. kalu kat kampung mandi sungai sume tuh. mase tuh best la, tp kalu ajak skang nih, tak tau la. dh tak minat kot. jadi hilang la rase bosan tak dpt nonton tv singapura yg menyediakan byk program yg menarik. ces.. skema lak ayat. pstu kat kampung ni pun byk gak citer antu. lagi seram kat kampung sini. lagi pendalaman. parking kete jauh kat luar. pastu kene rentas utan, jalan lecak². kalu sampai siang ok lagi. tu pun seram. kalu sampai malam, kompem tak nampak jalan. kene pakai lampu suluh. bile jln tengah utan ni, mula la pikir memacam. ade pontianak la, ade jembalang tanah la,.. hah. pastu kat rumah tu lak, dh la umah papan kan. keliling sume pokok besar. cam rumah kat pekan tu ade satu jek pokok besar. pastu pokok lain sume jauh. tp ni. keliling sume pokok. besar kecik. sederhana kecik. sederhana besar. hehe saje nak panjangkan citer. hehe. pastu mase time raya, lagi la best. pakai baju melayu baru. biasela .. mase tu tiap² tahun ade jek baju baru ngan kasut baru. mase tu femeli agak loaded. kalu bab² barang baru ni femeli kitorang la paling grand. sume nak baru. duit raya lak, byk gile dpt. dr ayah jek dpt RM50. byk tu mase tuh. takyah dpt duit raya dr org lain. dr ayah seniri pun dh rase cukop la nak beli pape. rugi tul tak mintak memacam time tuh. sejak zaman gawat tu takde dh menda nih sume. citer lain.
Pastu biase la.. dh gi balik kampung.. pegi la skali ziarah cousin²/kenalan² lain. ade yg kat kuantan, kat temerloh, kat muadzam.. etc. bile kat umah cousin jauh lain, tak byk ckp sangat. biase la budak baik. hehe. tp abang agak byk gak ckp. die macam org tua. kecik² dh tua. so die suke la menyampuk cpk org tua nih. konfiden die lebih. i'm a shy person, so kalu org tanye jek la baru ckp. kalu tak tanye, diam jek la. senyum ke. hehe. kakak.. hhmm.. tak bape tau sgt la. kakak pun rase tak byk ckp kot. kalu org tanye baru jawab. pastu lak mesti die slalu ngan mak. ngan set set pompuan.
.. rase tu jek basically kat kampung, especially time pose/raya. byk lagi ekceli citer pasal kampung nih. kalu ikutkan citer kompem tak abis nyer.citer kat kampung. kat bandar tak byk sgt nak citer. pasal mase kecik bile time raya byk spent time kat kampung. bile dh seminggu dua raya baru pulang ke bandar. kat bandar lak. zaman kecik dulu tak byk umah wat open hse. trend tu tak byk lagi. tp ade jek yg buat. hah... yg paling best time raya kat banda nih, mase time marhaban. mmg sronok la. lepas smayang isya'. kitorng gi la rumah² yg nak wat marhaban. bile reramai org, berselawat ikut imam, dh la imam tu suare dan lagu die best. mmg syok la. my voice la yg paling kuat. eh.. ekceli bebudak sama baya sume suare kuat. nak show off sape lagi hafal. hehe. tp lelame pakcik kt mesjid tu sume wat kitorang cam team lak. bdk² kecik diri kat tgh². pastu makan. biase la. time makan nih.. memacam la ade. ketupat rendang, pulut, nasi himpit, satay. mesti terliur kan citer pasal makan time pose nih. hehe. hah.. kat kampung lak memacam gak makanan. lupe lak nak citer. kalu kat kampung, byk la masakan kampung. byk masakan sayuran kampung. but mase kecik dulu, i dnt eat vegetables. so tak rase sgt la masakan tuh. bile besar ni baru tau best nyer masakan tuh. cam pucuk paku masak lemak. pergh .. terbaik. makan gitu pun best. lain... ikan patin masak cili, kangkung, dan memacam lagi. nak cakp satu² pun bukan ingat. tak tau tu makanan org johor ke org pahang. tp kalu kat pekan tuh everytime raya ayah akan order nasi dagang kat jiran area situ. ngan kueh akok. tu la. tak tau kueh tu asal mane. dulu ingat kueh tu kueh org pahang. tp rupenyer org ckp kelantan punye. ntah la. tp skang ni kat memane pun leh dpt menda² tuh. even kat ireland nih pun byk jek makanan malaysia bole dpt. ..
ok la.. nak tido la. panjang gak eh entri kali nih. kepal dh noneng dh. cemane eh org lain leh type panjang² camnih. mesti diorang ni terer bab tulis menulis nih.. ok la.. dgn ini.. i take this opportunity to wish ya all slamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri. salah dan silap harap la dimaafi. terima kasih.

p/s: entri nih adalah ayat spontan tanpa diedit. so kalu ade salah ckp ke, penggunaan bahasa yg salah ke, mintak maap la bebanyak. ekceli kebanyakan entri lain pun adalah ayat tanpa edit. so, byk la salah agaknya. lagipun i'm not a writer. so i neva write something correctly. mase dulu pun bile peksa, bab karangan jek mesti hancur. takde terpikir nak jadi writer pun..ok.. bye

I'm offically move

2008-09-16T19:37:00.000-07:00

now i officially move but still at Jervis. just below my prev hse. just dnt wanna go home(blanch) yet. nothing to do anyway in blanch. atleast here is in the middle of cty ctr. easy for me to get things plus i'm still paying for my gym. well, i did sign a form to stop this payment but it takes 30 days to process. Anyway, i still didn't get a job. now market is not that good. Numbers of unemployed increase by 6.8%. the worst in ireland. second highest was in 1998 6%. im one of them. feels like goin home now. wut shall i do. got nothing else i can do. I can't go back to Maybank. they won't take me back. would they?
anyway, bout my movement to my sisters. all my things are there. well, some still here and at my ex-housemate new hse. probably next week i'm gonna take all back to my sisters. Now, everyday, i look in the internet and look for jobs. call severals companies. Can't eat coz i'm fasting ofcourse. i can if i want to. nobody cares. everybody out there eatings. coz most of them aren't muslim. hhmm.. wut if i skip fasting tomorrow. oohh no... god knows wut i'm doin'. forgive me god. won't do it again. ooo.. gotta pray.. bye now.

lonely planet...

2008-09-14T19:04:00.000-07:00

ekceli title nih amik dr nama blog member nih. rase cam best jek. anyway skang nih mmg keseorangan pasal member lain sume dah pindah umah baru. so saya sorang² tinggal umah nih. owner lame belom review lagi. so bole la lepak sehari due lagi. saya pindah rumah kaka kat blanch. rase sunyi gile dok sorang² gini. dh la bulan pose. sume org tgh tido. bile sorang² camni tu yg teringat memacam. mak bapak, femeli lain, member² (kat msia especially), bilik kat Jb msia, equipment gym kat bilik, gitar karen, warung man satay tempat lepak, retaurant ayub, stulang laut, danga bay... dan memacam lagi. walaupun dok umah ni setaun lebih jek. tp byk gak menda best happen kat sini. kire kenangan gak la. cube imagine rumah ni penuh ngan barang² tetiba kosong sekosongnya.

ni pintu masok jervis. slalu anak dol kopak pintu masok dlm area nih. dh banyak kali asik kopak pastu betulkan, pastu kene balik kopak , betulkan balik.. ntah ape anak dole tu wat. saje mengacau org.. mabuk, pastu muntah merata, makanan bersepah. tu sume confirm rembat kat spa. bukan beli pun. kengkadang siap buang najis die lagi kat tangga.
pastu kat jervis ade ramai gak komuniti malaysian. so best la nak lawat rumah lain. senang. ni pulak baru ni cam tersempak beberapa awek melayu. cam baru sampai jek. tak penah tgk pun sblom ni. tinggal tingkat satu. tp kitorang dh pindah. ok tu jek nak citer.

Kalu lagu 'Malaysia Bole' camni kan best.

2008-09-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

Majalah Kosmo

2008-09-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

Korang penah baca majalah Kosmo. i neva read it either. but if you guys have the chance gi la kedai mamak ke hari ahad nih, belek² majalah tuh . My housemate ckp member die ade wat liputan pasal die and his fren kat Ireland nih. Housemate especially die ckp. so byk la citer pasal puase and persiapan raya kitorang. Gamba pun ade. tu yg cool. cam artist lak rase. hehe. ok.

2008-09-09T17:17:00.000-07:00

terima kasih diucapkan kepada cik Dayana kerana memberi saya award ini. Award ini saya tujukan buat ibubapa saya, keluarga, guru-guru & rakan seperjuangan sekalian. tanpa anda siapa la diri ini. sekian terima kasih..

Last Saturday..

2008-09-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

I'm sure everybody remember the phrase 'Tipah tertipu' from the Ali Setan movie 1985. even there's a song by ruffedge using this phrase. I'm sure ya remember the actor Azmil Mustafa from tht movie.

guess what, he was at my sister's house last saturday. Not as an actor, just to visist and share some idea's 'bout religous. Actually we are having 'Majlis berbuka Puase and Solat terawikh'.

Well is not that happening actually. is just a small event. not many people came. For the breaking fast and solat maghrib event, there only 5 people came including Azmil mustafa and his son. My sister make udang kunyit, ayam percik and sayur kobis.Side dish popiah and kuih bakar.

Terawikh start after isya'. So at around 10pm. other people start coming and we start with solat isya' and terawikh. In the middle of terawikh, there's a break. giv way for Azmil to share his thought. It was really interesting. he's actually doing his documentary about muslim people lives in EU. He discover a lot while his here. he also talks about calender base on sun and the moon. neva thought bout that before. the different between hijrah calendar and the normal calendar we use. then continue with the rest of solat terawikh and witir.

After that, we having moreh. There's a lot more dishes like bubur kacang, lepat pisang, apam balik, .. etc. they said, no need to go home to malaysia to have all this. haha.

everybody go home at half 12. .. ok thats all ..

nothing again.. just a stupid thought in the middle of the night.

2008-09-03T19:46:00.000-07:00

so bored. feel so lonely. have frens around. still lonely. every night dreams about my past. my childhood. wut happen to me? wut i achieve so far? almost 30 but still nothing. next year gonna be another year older, then another year, then a year, another year.. until i'm old. life is short.. ya right Nike

Merdeka...

2008-09-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

my version of merdeka. actually i don't celebrate merdeka. maybe coz i don't feel like merdeka yet. Usually on merdeka or new year eve, i will sitting at home play my guitar at the balcony in front of the house, to see fireworks. my house near 'stuland beach' so they always have this kinda thing like fireworks and stuff.. i can see clearly from my there.

I remember one time when i was 16 or 17 of age i dnt remember but me and my friends when to the 'Dataran Bandaraya'. we plan to see if there's any celebration but no. it was cancel and replace with ceramah agama. still lot of people. maybe they expect something happening. honestly we were so bored.we don't have any plan. a lot of suggestion, like ngeteh at mamak stall (always does this), go to see mak nyah at jalan dobi (boring), play cards at madun's house( boring), then this one suggestion interest us. go to haunted places.

scarry huh. like in tv series call seekers. hehe, but without the camera's and everythg. so the journey begins. we went to some places. but doesn't scare us. then at last we decide to go to chinese cemetary. the cemetary is a hill. we left the van down the hill. oo forgot to tell, there six of us. we walk slowly through the cemetary untill the top of the hill we can't see the main road anymore. So we decide to turn back slowly we walk down. then suddenly one of us scream... ''mak oi..ape tuh...'' everybody run as fast as we could. the weird thing is, the person who scream, among us he kinda fat. but he ran really fast leave us behind. some of us fell down. but nobody cares. everybody try to save their own self. when we reached the van, start the engine then we go. some said the thing still following. i didn't look back. wut i know was im so scared. scared of wut, i really don't know. thank god nobody left behind. we didn't say anything untill we reach mamak stall. we did some post-mortem. it was quite an experiance. terrified, cautious, excitement, stupid, funny... etc.. all those feeling happened. just 2 of us saw the thing behind us. it was very thin but so tall. 3 times taller than normal person. some said it was probably 'hantu galah'. but i don't know. i didn't see. well i neva seen any ghost before. not saying i wanna see one. i just can't tell wether it is true or not. well, i believe in 'jin & syaiton' but ghost.... probably the same. actually why do we have to be afraid of ghost. do they really kill people. my believe is the 'jin & syaiton' wants to make us loose our believe in god. other reason.. maybe coz they have ugly faces. dracula looks cool. infact if i have the power like dracula, it'll be awesome. i'll be immortal.

hehe.. just kidding. no way i wanna be something else. just like the way i am now. hehe.

anyway.. from that day we kinda make it as our weekend routine. almost every weekend, we go find anywhere that looks haunted. we found lot's of hauted houses and places. at first was scared but then it became less afraid.

ok.. i would like to take this opportunity to wish ya all happy Merdeka and happy fasting. bye

metallica concert featuring tenacious d.

2008-08-21T15:49:00.000-07:00

20.08.2008 metallica datang dublin. best kan. Legend tuh. so tak melepaskan peluang. pastuh featuring act by Tenacious D lak tuh. jack black nih. gile best kan. dari start advertise kat internet trus beli tiket tak silap bulan 3 ke 4 dh beli. ok la citer experiance semalam k.

memula plan ingat nak gi sorang² pasal kalu gi ngan bebudak lain mesti lambat, tp pikir² balik bosan lak sorang². bebudak umah amin ngan azam jek yg tau beli tiket. azam confirm lambat, die confirm byk keje kat ofis yahoo tuh. bebudak lain lak tak tau sape lagi yg gi. amin jek la harapan. nasib baik amin ckp nak join gi awal. bole layan tenacious d. dari pagi lagi dh nampak org pakai baju metallica berlegar kat area O'connel street. mase tengahari tu tepon amin, die masih lagi ngan awek die, maklumla awek baru sampai sini balik dari malaysia. Amin ckp rupenya bas shuttle tuh kol 4.30pm baru start. tapi takpe, demi metallica nyer pasal, siap awal pun takpe. tunggu amin kat O'connel street. makin lame makin ramai org pakai baju Metallica baju² metal lain kat jalan tuh. lagi 10 minit nak 4.30pm gi trus kat tara pasal bas tu kat situ ekceli. ingatkan free shuttle. rupenyer kene bayar 6e return tiket. tp ok la dari kene naik teksi. kalu naik bas confirm takde mase balik nanti. jadi beli la tiket. belom naik bas lagi dah ramai org mabuk gile kat situ. muntah² bersepah. tp metallica nyer pasal, tara hal. dkat kol 5 tuh amin sampai. trus beratur naik bas. kire kol 5 bas tu gerak. duduk atas area blakang. kat seat seblah ade awek irish nih. cun gak. tinggi. confirm la dressup black. rambut depan kaler ungu. nampak cam ganas yg cute rupenye mmg cute. bile mak die tepon, cam cute giler ckp ngan mak die. yes mother. jap agi ade lak 2 org mamat irish mabuk ni. nak join dok blakang. nak isap okok alasan. dok tengah cam obvious sgt. pastu wat kecoh². kaco awek tuh. tp awek tuh leh layan lak. rasenyer bukan spesis anak dol. tapi line sampah gak la. wat kecoh² dlm tuh. isap okok, minum arak. ade yg tak tahan trus turun bawah. pastu kene boo. wat dang jek ngan org² cam ni. tak pun layankan jek. diorang pun tak wat pape pun. paling kuat diorang ajak bual. jap agi jalan jamm lak nak gi marlay park tuh. ramai sgt kete nak gi sane. takpe. metallica nyer pasal. tara hal. lame gak dlm bas tuh. kalu tak jamm ingat 30min dh sampai. ni sejam suku baru sampai. lebih kurang 6.15 la sampai. dh ramai dh kete. bas² dari sligo, cork sume dh sampai. ingatkan tu jamm tadi tu jek, jap agi nak masok dlm tu pun kene beratur panjang giler. just imagine la 45min beratur. ade la 10 ribu org kat depan tengah beratur skali mase tuh.memacam ragam org mase tengah beratur tuh. beratur bukan berdua-duaan cam kat skolah tu k. ni beratur jenis takde baris. itu nasib baik naik bas paling awal. kalu gi lambat confirm terlepas tenacious d. even mase memula beratur tu ade la band main. mase dh setengah jam beratur. tenacious d lak main. aduh tension. org nak dtg awal pasal nak tengok tenacious d. mase tu dh bole nampak tempat org check nak masok tuh. kene check sume, takleh bawak makanan or minuman dari luar. kalu bawak kene buang. biase la kan. mesti dh ade sponsor konsert tuh buat duit jual makanan minuman dlm tuh. rupenyer memang betul, bukan satu.. kat tepi tu sume byk gile, bukan gerai kecik, tp gerai besar. mmg la kan... kalu tak kecik mesti la besar kan. gerai abrakebabra jek ade 3. tp tak halal. jadi takleh la makan. tp byk jek yg selambe redah. confirm lapar giler nyer. pastu ade kedai hot dog, wok n roll(thai food), coke (hah yg ni bole minum).. dan byk lagi. pastu mahal. ari sume 2 euro. pastu takleh simpan botol. sume letak dlm cawan. anyway sempat la tengok tenacious d main. memang the best persembahan diorang. Jack black ngan kyle gass memang best. sebiji cam dlm album diorang main. dah la lawak. cume ianya tidak sesuai di tonton oleh masyarakat kerana terlalu banyak sgt lagu berunsur lucah dan perkataan eplicit. tp tengok ramai jek bebudak tengok konsert nih. walaupun diberitahu untuk bebudak bawah umur kene ade adults ikut. tapi tengok ramai jek mak bapak bawak anak die dtg. bayangkan la 40 ribu tiket sold out. tak ke ramai tuh org. ok sambung balik pasal tenacious d. lagu² feveret sume dimainkan. pastu lagu yg kat dlm movie die pun ade main gak. ooo mamat yg jadi pizzaman kat dlm citer tuh pun ade. die jadi setan. suare die best gile. cam suare soprano pun ade, tgk la link nih. tp tak bape clear sgt la suare die..

ni link lagu f*%k her gently

ni lak lagu kickapoo. dlm movie tencious d (the pick of destiny)

masetime ni kamera tak sampai lagi. maklum la takde kamera kan. so tunggu kamera member. tu pun kalu sudi nak amik, jadi gamba tak byk nak masokkan. esok ingat nak gi umah die upload pic dr umah die...

lepas tu time rehat. diorang nak setting² drum, gitar ape sume. so sume gi serbu gerai makanan tuh. beratur lagi. tension gile. asik beratur jek. dah le ramai giler org. kalu bole bwk masok makanan kan best. ni mase time checking tuh, check satu badan. takut seludup makanan/air masok. dh le lapar gile. nasib baik amin ade beli menda ntah nama die tulis. tp sebenarnye popia. vegeterian nyer. sebat due. janji ade something masok perut. pastu air coke. tengok cam dah nak start, jap agi bole time² social welfare lak call. aduh.. potong.. memalam camtu pun nak keje. dh kene interview. nak tak nak terpaksa la. kalu tak tak dpt la claim. lame lak tuh. nasib baik tak start lagi metallica tuh. bebudak sume dh hilang.
terpaksa call amin, dah ler tak dengar. bising giler. dah nak start. org sume bising. ramai giler. dengar la sikit² amin ckp, die angkat tangan tunjuk peace pastu gi kat die. dh le sempit. susah gile nak mencelah. hhmmm.. ok citer pasal metallica ni sambung esok la k.. dh malam sangat .. nak tido.. bye

spinning around.

2008-08-18T17:01:00.000-07:00

Volvo S40. year 1997. kinda old but looks new. Azam my housemate. just bought the car last month. Pass NCT on sunday. got his insurance. everythgs complete now. except he hasn't got his full license yet. anyway. suddenly got bored just now. so me and all my housemate except fydu go for a ride to tesco extre 24hours in finglas to look for any alloy rim if available. who knows they might have it yeah. kinda nice with cool breeze small lashes of rain with little bit of wind. the weather was kinda fun. i don't know bout them but i feel great. it's been a long time i haven't get to go spinning around with cars side seeing. i remember last time back in malaysia, usually at night i get bored as i'm staying alone, well actually with my brother but he neva at home. so usually i'll go around with my car. miss my car though. Not a huge car. just a proton saga 1991. with sony cd player and 3 way speaker. that's all i need. as long as i can go around and listen to my song. I don't have much fren, well i have a lot of fren, is just that, you know, when you getting older, people get to have so much commitment if you know what i mean. so most of the time i will be kinda alone. but i like it that way actually. i'll go around Jb, like stulang, danga bay and sometimes to pasir gudang. i don't know wut i'm looking for, but i just go around while listen to song( depends on mood). i get to think a lot when i'm driving while listen to the song. i don't listen to radio. wanna know why? because to me radio or television make us tension sometimes. wut i mean is.. for example if you listen to your favorite song on air, and something came up, let say your fren called you and you can't listen to it. lucky if the dj gonna play it again later on. but ya have to wait. or change the channel and hopefully the song came up again. same as television channel. if you watch a movie for example. you wanna watch it so bad. then suddenly something urgent need to be done right away. but ya gonna miss the movie tht you watch. it'll be better if you just buy a dvd or a cd where ya can watch it or listen to it anytime you wan't. or you can pause it then continue it again any other time. that's why.

ok back to the story, i think is because the scenery reminds a lot of me back in malaysia. or maybe i miss malaysia very much especially Johore Bahru. anyway, just now we when to tesco. but we didn't actually bought anything. just lookin' around. but we got something at last. we get a loaf of bread, a peanut butter and drinks. we ate 'em besides the car at the parking lot. cool huh. everybodies working tomorrow and it was 12am and we still in finglas. haha. anyway.. i'm tired. gotta sleep. ... zzzzzZZ

Anak Dol vs Mat Rempit

2008-08-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

Pengenalan.

Mat Rempit selalunye menunggang motosikal samada kapchai C70, Ex5, 125z, Rxz. kalu mampu sikit bole la angkat TZM. kebanyakannya yg dikenali bekerja sebagai pyon kerana mereka ini memang suke berjalan² menunggang motor mereka ini. stail dressup diorang nih lebih kurang. ikut trend gak la, tapi selalunye lebih kurang la. yg biase kelihatan pakai sluar bawah kecik, pakai boot (contoh=timberland yellow boot), rambut potong stail GI tp ade ekor kat blakang, jeket ade lambang Bell(betul ke tiruan, ikut kemampuan). hensem ke tak.. itu judge la seniri yek.

Anak Dol. ekceli bapak dol, nenek dol.. senang citer satu kerabat dol pun ada. cume yg lebih kurang cam mat rempit ni adalah anak Dol jek kerana diorang ni remaja. ekceli satu femeli pun lebih kurang jek. cume yg anak Dol ni paling menyerlah. ejaan Dol ni pun tak tau betul ke tak. Rasenye cam Dhoul atau Dole atau Daughle. ejaan irish ni bukan betul pun. tak percaya cube korang pronouce nih 'dun laoghaire'. caya tak prounounce betul adalah 'dan leri'. kalu tak caya tengok citer 'P S I luv u'. anyway anak dol ni pun ade pesen pakaian yg agak serupa. slalunye pakai satu sut baju sukan (sluar trek & baju trek (ade ker) ). tak pun baju t-shirt, sluar trek tebal. kasut putih. tp ade jek yg cam up to date skit, pakai barang branded. diorang pun dh pandai style dh skang. cam mat rempit gak, ade jek yg dh style kan, cume still tak lari la kalu diorang pakai ape pun leh kenal kan. gamba anak dol ni dh search google, tak jumpe la. nak amik kat luar mmg byk diorang kat memane tp takde kamera.

ekceli Mat rempit ngan anak dol nih tak jauh beza. secara kesimpulannya diorang ni suke wat kacau yg tak tentu pasal. mengikut kajian persendirian yg telah dibuat, ade sebab kot diorang ni jadi camni.cam mat rempit ni nak ulas bebanyak pun, mesti dh ramai org citer pasal menda ni. even dh penah kuar filem pun pasal rempit nih. cume bab suke kaco org tu tak tunjuk pun dlm tuh. mengikut peninjaun seniri, diorang ni tak tau apsal diorang tak puas ati ngan golongan lain. cam contoh yg slalu kene kaco adalah budak scooter, hiphop, awek seksi tepi jalan, awek tak seksi tepi jalan,budak kete, etc. yg sampai kene pukol pun ade. dengar citer yg kene pukol sampai mati pun ade. pastu bawak moto ikut suke. kalu ade roadblock confirm patah balik ikut jalan songsang. tak pun langgar jek polis kat roadblock tuh. pasal ape diorang wat nih? rasenye pasal suke². tak bole tgk org style skit. cam budak scooter ni kan slalu dpt awek seksi+hot.. jadi diorang kaco. tak pun diorang ni mmg dh takde keje. jadi diorang pun sambil jalan² sambil mengacau org awam. remp minyak kat depan² org ramai. wat superman kat tengah jalan dan memacam lagi aksi yg agak bahaya.

yg anak dol ni lak. diorang ni lagi takde keje lain. ikutkan nampak mmg lagi jahat. pasal diorang mmg tak keje. makan duit kerajaan. seminggu dpt 200euro. rumah free, tak pun bayar murah giler. jadi bile dh takde keje tu diorang pun cari la keje dengan mengacou org. pegi kedai runcit ramai² curi barang. pastu tunjuk kat guard yg diorang curi. pastu main kejar² ngan guard dlm premis kedai runcit tuh. org sume tak berani nak masok campur. nanti diorang yg kene. cam semalam, mase baru balik men bola kat sportsco nampak bebudak dol ni, baya lebih kurang 12-14 thn tengah kejar² pastu sambil tendang kalu dpt peluang seorang pakcik guard gemok kat centra. memang kesian. tp nak masok campur bahaya. bukan takut ape. diorang ni tau rules sume. once kalu land a hand on them, diorang bole lodge report and silap haribulan kene anta balik msia n takleh dtg balik la. yg bole wat cume tepon polis jek la. tu baru pasal tuh. lagi satu feveret diorang ni waktu lapang. diorang suke curi kete pastu bakar. bukan curi nak kaya pun. diorang saje curi. pastu saje wat eksiden pastu gi bakar. dh banyak la tengok kete kene bakar. jahat kan. pastu kalu org lalu lalang terutama pendatang asing, diorang akan jerit², maki², kutuk² dan memacam lagi. so far mmg tak penah kene lagi. tapi member lain sume dh kene la. bingit giler ngan bebudak ni. tp nak wat cemane.

tu la die sedikit sebanyak pasal diorang ni. kat memane pun ade org² camni. cume bile jenis camni ramai sangat dh jadi cam annoying kan. somebody shud do something kan. cemane eh..?

Todays Sign for Cancerian

2008-08-08T01:19:00.000-07:00

'Relax, It's not a life and death issue. Pressure at work are preying on your mind but beyond propotion. What's the worst that could happen? You might lose your job? So what... life would work out, like it always does.'
coincidence??

ape eh nak citer..

2008-08-06T15:18:00.000-07:00

tadi mase balik gym ade satu menda pikir. tp dh lupe. ape ntah. lupe la. anyway, arini cam best tak tau apsal. padahal sepatutnye rase tak best la pasal dpt berita yg patutnye tak best. tp ntah apsal rase best ntah. anyway kat gym tadi ade trainer baru. nama gabriel. biase la org brazil la. mmg majoriti trainer sini i mean kat gym crunch fitness nih jek la. tak tau la gym kat tempat lain cemane. tp kalu gym nih mmg ramai trainer brazilian. yg bukan trainer pun ramai gak brazilian. ekceli dulu penah wat blog pasal salah sorang trainer kat sini nama lucy. mase tu die baru masok. mmg cun giler. muka cam julia rais(kalu sape masih ingat la pelakon ni). tp slek die dh benti. tp gabriel nih bole tahan gak cun. tak penah bebual lagi. maybe pasal die baru keje, segan kot. tapi bukan nak citer pasal diorang. nak citer pasal lain. cume tak ingat ape. jadi biar la lupe. nak wat cemane..

barbeque lagi..

2008-08-04T08:24:00.001-07:00

tahun ni mmg best tul.. summer time memang betul² summer. org ckp kalu time summer ni panas giler nanti time winter confirm snow. tp sini takde snow pun mmg sejuk gile. kalu tgk citer PSiluvyou tu ade phrase mase pompuan tu kat wicklow ngadu sejuk.. pastu yg si laki tu ckp.. 'well, this is ireland'. lebih kurang la die ckp camtuh. nampak tak sejuk tp mmg sini sejuk rabak. cume summer tahun ni best giler.. memang la byk ujan gak. tp ujung minggu cuace terbaik.. biler cuaca terbaik maka byk la bbq. tu yg best. tiap minggu makan besar jek. perut pun dh besar. pastu makin malas nk gi gym.. anyway, yesterday my sister buat bbq lagi. takde sempena pape pun. wat sesaje jek. tak ajak org pun actually. tp nak makan kitorang jek mesti tak abis nyer. so ajakla femeli kak aisyah skali (member kakak). best giler. terngiang² lamb semalam. tender & juicy. sampai tak larat nak makan. ok ok.. gotta go..

defines Fair

2008-08-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

let say your parents. from ya salary every month. ya give them 200 quid each. will that be fair. probably. let say another example. ya have kids. one boy and one girl. ya give them both pair of same jeans. well, its fair enough i guess. both can wear 'em. how 'bout instead of jeans give them both pair of skirts each...
in life.. some people die very young, some lives very long. some not even seen the world yet. some get so rich. some are very² poor .. and many more.
we believes if we work hard enough, we can achieve what we want, isnt tht right. but some get so lucky where they just sit back and they just get it. now that's hard to define.

summer time

2008-07-29T15:54:00.000-07:00

Kalu cuace panas camni makan ais kacang pun bes gak nih. tp nak dptkan mesin buat ais tu yg susah. kat sini Abid sorang jek ade menda tuh. tu pun order dr msia antar shipping. nak pinjam die tu yg malas. jauh lak tuh. nak angkut pakai ape. just imagine 34 darjah celsius. msia kalah. dah le umah kipas pun takde. panas gile weekend baru ni. tp papehal BBq baru ni sukses. walaupun penat yg rabak tp puas. punye la ramai org dtg. nasib baik bajet besar. habis dekat 600e gak ler total. tu tak termasok yg jenis pakai duit seniri halalkan kan. tak masok dlm yg claim kongsi ramai ramai. ramai² pun tak ramai gak la. umah atas 5 org umah bawah 4 org. Penat gile rabak. plan kejap jek. dlm sminggu jek. ari senin Naqi anta email. pastu sume stuju. hari Rabu meeting. khamis start beli. Jumaat beli yg mane tak cukop. konpem tak cukop nyer. mesti byk yg abis or takde kat kedai yg kite aspect ade. So khamis jumaat terpaksa postpone routine gi gym. balik keje start beli barang. jumaat lak balik jek keje trus start kemas ape yg patut. im incharge of doing the biskut batik. hehe. takde best mane pun. tp ramai gak org ckp best. siap tanye recipe. mane ade recipe. hentam jek. tu pun tak cukop barang, main masok jek ape yg ade. menda tu senang jek. beli biskot, milo, butter, susu pekat. kalu nak best letak kacang/raisin... etc. yg leceh nye nk kacau tu jek. pastu lelain, potong bawang, timun, buat sandwich(tuna & Cheese), coleslaw, masak nasi(utk nasi goreng), basuh ayam pastu perap ngan ingredient yg dibuat oleh Hoosaint. tido kol 2 gak la. dah ler ari seblom pun tido kol 2 bangun cam biase la kol 5 semayang subuh pastu tido balik. kol 7 bangun gi keje.
dihari kejadian. awal2 lagi dh bangun .. cam time raya lak. pastu start wat ape yg patut. hias rumah. ceh macam real jek nak hias rumah. takde la hias. letak ape yg patut. lain biase la start goreng nasi. pastu settlekan mane yg tak cukop. pegi runner beli ape yg patut. kol 11.30am start bakar.asap bukan 'as soon as possible' k, tp asap bbq trus menular.. rumah atas sume trus tutup tingkap. ekceli malam sblom tu dh wat pre-bbq. tp utk bebudak umah n yg tolong² rewang jek dpt. pagi tu pun bebudak umah dh sebat dulu sblom kejadian berlaku iaitu bbq. jemputan start kol 1. tp biase la.. diorang ni melayu sejati so paling awal pun kol 2 la sampai. kecuali yg bukan penghuni rumah tp dh macam penghuni gak pasal almost tiap ari lepak tu sampai awal la. pasal nak tolong² skali. then at 1pm tu.. i take shower. feels fresh. people start coming. getting crowded and very warm... it was successfull. i was not there till the end. i went to blanchardstown to my sisters at 10am. mmg penat gile. sume invitation org lain yg wat. basically i didn't invite anybody. even my sister family. pasal ni utk bebudak bujang jek. pastu batch diorang. dah exhausted camtuh. ekceli tak habis lagi. esoknye kat umah abis lak. tido pun tak cukop lagi. gi umah abis lak kat blanch. b'day anak die, Alany. ni lagi la.. siap bakar satay. ayam tandoori. beli kat asian food. satay cucuk seniri la. tp mmg gempak la. siap tolong bakar satay. tu yg jadi rabak punye pnat. .. pastu nak tulis ni pun dh penat. nak end la skang. bye

driving theory test

2008-07-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

sabtu yg lepas bukan baru nih nyer.. 19hb patutnye kene amik test provisional kete(theory Driving test). lesen msia dh ade. cume nak lesen sini, so senang la skit kalu nak sewa kete kat sini ke, nak pakai kete kakak ke dan lain². anyway. dh booking sebulan lebih awal. preparation memang terbaik. siap pinjam buku & dvd utk preparation test tuh. hari jummat tu iaitu sehari seblom amik test, balik keje trus bukak komputer study la menda tuh. tak benti sampai kol 2pagi dr 6ptg. esoknye bangun tido lepas mandi trus bukak lagi study cam nk amik peksa ACCA lak. anyway, test tu kol 11:15am. so tak nak la masok lambat. so kuar kol 10. smpai sane kol 10.25am. jap agi. tgk cam tutup. betul ker tempat tuh? kat adress print fr email mmg tulis parnell street, dublin1. siap ade tulis kat junction mane sume. tp tutup. cam tak logik. kat email tu exactly tulis add, time & date. ade no 1890... try call tak dapat ade awek irish yg angkat ckp tepon time office hour jek. aduh tensen. tanye org keliling.. ade yg taktau, ade yg tak penah dengar pun. ade sorang pakcik tua ni tau, biase la otai.. die kate confirm tempat nih la add tuh. dah tensen confirm tertipu, so balik la umah. bukak komputer tgk, mmg confirm alamat dh pindah ke santry on the 4th july. apsal tak dpt surat or email ke kate dh pindah kan. kan wat menyusahkan org. bile ari senin call, yg bole die ckp 'i'm sorry for not informed ya earlier and sorry for all the hassle'. tp penat lelah kite sume sape nk tanggung. cukup ke ckp sorry jek. aduh... tensen gile. nasib baik tak ckp suh bayar lagi. kalu tak, nak jek bakar office driving test tuh.. ..

random thought

2008-07-22T14:22:00.000-07:00

Have ever thought that our life is pretty much the same everyday? agree if ya say there always something to do but how often did ya do it? have ya ask ya self why are ya here. how long can ya live. da ya certainly know that ya gonna live tomorrow or in two minutes from now. Are ya afraid of dying? have ya done enough good deed?i know it's common thing. everybody knows about this. but how often have ya thought 'bout it? if ya have this kinda feeling wut da ya do?

my birthday..

2008-07-03T15:07:00.000-07:00

.. on 28june.. setahun lebih tue dr thn lepas. i didn't expect anythg this year. i even turn off my birthday reminder to others kat fenster. but i manage to finished the whole quran before 12am before my birthday. kire cam give i present to myself la. none of my femeli wish me. but i dnt mind. no big deal. is just birthday. but somebody remember. i'm not surprise at all. i was at my sisters house on tht nite. it was friday 27th june. i had a game the next day, on my birthday. a soccer match. i didn't to go to my sisters tht day my sister need my favor to baby sit her kids. i was tired and kinda sick. but for the sake of my sister, i come to her house. sian my sister. time² tu la die bole rilek² skit layan movie ke ape kan. kalu tak kene layan bebudak tuh jek. anyway bagus gak, while i get them to sleep i can finished the quran. at 12am i got wishes from my housemate, azam n hoosaint. cool huh.

the next day, the day begin. my sister having a barbeque but i can't be around coz i got a game to play. the game start at 1pm and my sisters plan for the bbq at 3pm. well it's ok. i bet the the food will still be there and i still can have some. since my sister and my bro in law going to city ctr so they send me home to jervis. it was 10am. still early. everybody still asleep. i sorted things out. do my laundry, pack my things for the game. then surprisingly one by one wish me birthday. feel so happy. now all frens in Jervis 19 & jervis 8 knows. anyway.. about the soccer match.. i team up with GBE-Jervis. so we kinda represent jervis place. hehe. actually our team are GBE. till now i still dnt know whats that stand for. so, since this is futsal game, so we devide into 2 team. GBE-kings and GBE-jervis. they named they're team kings coz they all lives in Kings Court(just for those who don't noe). then at about 2pm the game start. biase la melayu. janji kol 1, sejam lepas tu baru start.janji melayu memang lambat skit. kene adapt la menda² nih. held at sportsco Shelbourne Park. there were only 5 teams. gbe-jervis, gbe-kings, Budiman Cergas(team senior), team junior, team medic student.. untuk memendekkan. since they all know it's my birthday, they(my teamate) promise to win the game. Guess what, we won all game. not a single draw or lose. like they all said 'menang all'. hehe. i dnt know if it's my birthday luck or what. but i do play as hard as i can. Second place goes to GBE-Kings. this is the first time we play againts each other. since we suppose to b in the same team. usually when we sent 2 team like this, only one of us go through final round. anyway we won. So there goes my first present. feel so proud.i was kinda sick. getting worst after the match. but my sister asked me to come to her house. even though there's only a bit left.. thts what she said. so, i went home take shower and everythg. then i took a bus to my sister's house in blanchards. then suddenly.... 'Surprise..!!' they all actually waiting for me. my sister and family, with all my sisters friends and neighbors. not many but enough to make me happy. they sang me birthday song. The BBQ was actually made for me. they waited for me the whole day. i'm so touch. i don't remember anybody in the family do a function like this for me before and i got present. usually my parent, on our birthday i mean my bro n sis, we kinda have it in the mosque. i know it suppose to be better, but honestly, no one knows its a kenduri for my birthday. Just the Imam say the 'doa' for me where nobody notice it and have nasi beriani or any food. but it just looks like a normal function every week in the mosque. well this time is a surprise party. i got cool present from my sister. neva got a present like this before in my life. was the best present eva. Maybe i was going to get one only that i dnt have enough to buy it now. i was gonna cry but i control myself. hehe. it was great. Sue's Family, Leko's family, Pakku's family and Dhar's family were there. i ate so much. too bad i was not feeling very well. so i'm kinda sleep a bit early.
the next day, 29th June 2008. i promise Syebi to meet her for the last time in Ireland. she's gone home to malayisa for good. Really miss her though. So, i went home to Jervis a bit early. Usually i went home after dinner at my sisters. as i reach home i text Syebi that i already there. Everyone was at home. Azam, Hoosaint, Amin, Fydu. they all playing airguns and witing for the Final match German vs Spain. not much to say. plus i'm not in good condition. well fydu just wish me since i haven't seen him for 2 days. then somebody buzz. i've thought it was Syebi. coz she said she wanna hang out for a while before her flight the next day. fydu when down to get her. i Really didn't expect anythg. suddenly.. 'surprise!!' another surprise from Hanna, Miera, Syebi, and my housemate. i didn't know they planned for this. hhahahah.. there's chocolate cake and Caramel(ask Hanna for Recipe). i don't know what to say. cool giler. I have something like this last year. i didn't expect to get it this year. hehe. cool huh. .. Dinner was ready.. Amin cooked that night and we all eat while watching the Final Euro game. Spain won. haha. after that we play Wii. Wii Fit. cool..
So there's goes my birthday... So here, i would like to thanks all that involve. Hanna, Miera, Sybei, My Housmate, My Family, Eveybody who came to my Sister's BBQ, and all wish me and remembered. Thank you all. Love you guys... thank a lot. Really appreciate it. thank again..

im sick..

2008-06-12T15:10:00.000-07:00

it's terrible when ya sick especially when it comes in package.. sore throat, earache, nose block.... ya can't do anythg. ya head spinning, ya can't think properly. hate it. No point goin to clinic. doctor just gave perscription to buythis and tht. Consultation cost €60 plus medicine .. total around €80-€100..i can buy lot's of thing wit tht kinda money. So wut i did was go to pharmacy, asked for chesty cough syrup and sore throat lozenge extra insentive n panadol extra. cost me €20. what else i can do. feel bored. can't go to the gym. gettin fat. feels so annoying. whut should i do.. i better get rest.. a lot. tommorow? i'm not goin to work..

back to work..

2008-06-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

today the 9th june. so lazy to go to work. the office still look the same. my desk..still the same, with all the file on the table. must be Matthew. he always mess thgs up. everyone knows. hehe. but he's smart. too smart. but disorganize and kelam kabut. sometimes he's kinda cool. but most of the time he like crazy. but compare to John ( my boss)...hhhmm.. the same. i remember kareljan said john's abnoctious.. how abnoctious.. i dnt noe. i met people more abnoctious than that. even worst than tht. i think he's good person. well he's very religous for his religous ofcourse. always go the church. do charity. only tht he love say the F word. but thts common for irish. everybody says tht. if we notice we malaysian also says somethg tht impolite too like 'sial' or 'p*nt$%'..i dnt noe bout ya guys but most of my fren says tht. is just tht when it is too common, it'll become ok to do so.anyway, john is a good person actually. he's just a act like a bully just to tease people especially the girls. hahah. then there's another irish in the office name Jonathan. he's exams was last week. so he came back to work last week on wednesday. he's actually deaf. but he's wearing hearing aid since 2006 to hear things. really hard to understand him most of the time. and he's kinda Gagap, coz myb he just learn how to talk in 2006. plus irish slang kinda weird sometimes. especially John coz he's from the north. i dnt understand what he's saying sometimes.. uummpp most of the time.hehe. like when i listen to pure kelantanese conversation. i dnt understand anythg. hehe. always need them to repeat bck the word they said. then there's carolin. she's new. just 3 month join our company. she's from sweeden. her english very good. myb coz her bf is irish. or myb she's been here long enough. i dnt know her much. but fr wut i see, she's confident, looks arrogant but not & she's old. haha. alex.. maternity leave. she's polish. then Yuliya. her desk next to mine. talkative. always talk. sometimes feel sorry for her. she's only child. come all the way from ukraine just to be wit somebody she knows fr internet. can ya believe it. wut if tht guy wanna sell her or a phsyco killer. who knows. always complaint this n tht. everybody is wrong. she always rite... but sometimes feel really sorry coz she dnt hv any frens i think. and then there five other employee. all malaysian. i dnt know y john hired a lot of malaysian. myb coz we are polite, humble. very soft. easy to giv orders without objection. but one thing not good. especially the girls.. always talk behind especially bout john. aaahh.. i think everybody does it. only they're too obvious and too much. hahah. but it's ok sometimes. i too joined them sometimes hahah.. .. and im tired.. bye

Lucy oh lucy..

2008-06-08T02:27:00.000-07:00

(ekceli entri ni dh lame dh (aug2007) tp baru dipost kan. saje jek rase cam post jek la. wut the hell)

fulamak awek yg aku usha ni mmg terbaik la. lame dh aku stat usha. rase dh dkt 2 bulan. muke cam Julia Rais pun ade. macam spanish, macam plakon bollywood pun ade. tp confirm bukan irish. body terbaik. pastu dengan dress-up die ape sume, mmg terbaik la, i mean pakaian seragam Gym la. slalunyer die akan pakai cam top pastu sluar track fit. nampak la 6 pack. tak tinggi & tak rendah. ngam² untuk org asia la. almost everytime aku kat gym mesti aku nampak die. confirm kalu aerobick start jek aku trus gi kat belah basikal tuh, pasal tempat basikal tu betul² sebelah bilik erobik. so bole nampak lebih jelas la awek tu. mmg aku rase die ni kalu tak atlit mesti jenis² fitness nyer org. aku pun pikir lelame.. die ni org mane eh. tiap² ari aku cam nak jek tanye die, bual² ke , mintak no phone ke kan.. tapi cam takut pun ade. tak penah lak aku try awek foreigner. awek m'sia slalu gak kaco mase kat m'sia dulu. even awek m'sia kat sini pun aku cam tak brani kaco. tengok sume cam jenis klass atasan jek. aku kat sini cam selekeh jek. nk compare ngan bebudak lain confirm aku paling tak pandai dressup. tu awek m'sia.. ni awek spain..cemane nak ayat. ape bole wat.. usha jek la. tp aku slalu gak terbayang, buatnye aku terjadi berani lak kan, slamba bomba aku ayat awek nih. lagi satu pasal aku takut kang buatnye boyfren die ade kat area² situ tak mampos aku. dh ler yg kat dlm tu sume badan mak oi.. ketak² sume. takat badan cam Jazz ke, azral ker, tu byk gile. yg lagi besar lagi ade. aku yg fat byk gile kat pinggan pastu ngan lengan takat besar ni jek .. nak gi ayat awek tuh? bole ker.. nk ke awek tu layan. muke.. hensem gak la aku ni. takde la huduh sangat. pasal awek ni gak la aku cam semangat nk dtg gym hehehe..jadi bile awek tu ade , cam laju jek aku lari,basikal. kalu tak aku malas nk berbasikal ke ape sume yg berkaitan ngan cardio. cemane nk kurus kalu tak cardio. jadi awek ni ade bole la aku sambil² berbasikal sambil usha awek ni. kire cam sumber inspirasi la.
semalam, seperti biase aku gi gym & seperti biase aku start ngan tredmill dulu, pastu bile stat jek erobik aku trus pindah ke basikal. alangkah best nyer.. huhuh.. dpt tengok jek pun cukup la.. pastu baru aku stat ngan weight...tadi aku gi lambat skit kat gym tu. pasal aku rase arini takde klass erobik. ade klass lain. so awek tu takde. so aku ingat nk dtg lambat skit. trus wat weight lifting. aku balik umah dulu, lepak jap, makan² coklat amin bawak dr sweeden. bukak komputer jap, layan Just for Laugh kat youtube.. tu yang terlajak sampai kol 8.15pm baru gerak. slalu paling lambat pun aku gi gym kol 7.30pm. aku tak bawak pun perkakas lain. aku just pakai sluar track canterbury,t-shirt, kasut quicksilver ngan mp3 sony aku. oo ade wrist band satu kat tangan kanan pasal aku slalu sakit² tangan. slalunye aku bawak bag, dalam penuh la, ngan tuala besar & kecik, sluar/baju spare, gogle utk mandi swimming, sluar swimming, bedak, perfume, deodorant..etc. sesampai jek aku kat gym.. seperti biase aku masok id aku kat komputer screen tuh.. jap agi aku terpandang seorang awek ni. eh! ni awek yg slalu aku usha tu. apsal nampak cam lain jek. aku tengok betul², confirm die la. pastu aku amati betul² eh apsal die pakai baju same cam baju instructor aku nama monica. even monica pun ade kat sebelah die.. nape die tak pakai baju cam slalu die pakai. die ni jadi instructor kat sini ker.. alamak.. cemane ni.. ni berite best ke tak best. cam best pun ade, cam tak best pun ade. cam tak best pasal takkan nk tekel instructor.. eh tak bole ker.. hhmm wateva la.. yg best nyer, ade la alasan aku kalu nk tanye die pape.. aku siap jumpe Jeb(member kat gym). die pun cakap takleh hendel tgk awek ni. tu la ..bukan aku sorang ckp. ... belom pape lagi aku dh tgk sorang mamat poyo ni bole cam nk berkenalan lak ngan die. aku dh peratikan lama mamat ni. cam jenis player jek. byk gak aku tgk die cam nk tekel awek² cun kat gym nih. takde la hensem mane. badan ok la. tp aku rase aku hensem lagi kot..hehe. ceh.. tak puas ati aku.. trus aku wat plan. die tgh blaja ngan monica induct members baru join gym. so sambil die wat induction tu, aku follow jek mane machine die tgh induct hehe. aku pun trus la terpikir, ni kalu aku wat² tanye pape ni best gak nih. tp kang nampak obvious sgt kalu direct tanye die. ni la pluang aku . oo aku ade idea. aku gi wat² tanye monica pasal training aku. pastu baru leh selit² tanye die.. tactic aku menjadi. hehe.. akhirnye aku tau nama die... nama die Lucy.. lucy ape ntah.. lupe. asal dr brazil. yang best nyer die siap cakap, muke aku ni cam org spain. ade ker..? hehehe. aku pun blakon la skit. ' yeah some people thought so, they think im from france but im not' cam tu la lebih kurang ayat aku tadi. hehe.. pastu die citer la die dh 2 bulan lebih kat sini. aku pun cakap la.. ' i've seen ya a lot from the aerobick class that i joined smtimes'. ceh kencing skit.. padahal tak penah join pun class tuh. just tgk dari luar jek. jadi byk gak la menda aku citer ngan die. monica lak( instructor ) cam ade keje nk wat. so die cam biarkan aku ngan die. jadi byk la menda aku citer. .. ekceli die mmg members sblom ni. die mintak keje ni dh lame.. like 2 mnth ago.. tp bos tempat tu tak bagi dulu. pasal english die tak bagus langsung. even mase aku bual ngan die cam susah gak die nk paham. jadi aku terpaksa la xplen kat die betul pape aku cakap. yg tak best nye.. die kat sini dtg ngan boyfren die. isk isk isk.. takpe la.. dapat ckp ngan die pun dh best. pastu die mmg atlit. die mmg ade wat klass.. klass renang. patut la figure cantik. cume english die jek kurang best. jadi kesimpulannye aku dpat la akhirnye aku bebual ngan die.. ehheheheh.. jadi sepanjang perjalanan balik aku tadi tersenyum jek la aku. heheh.. ok tu jek aku nk citer.. kalu korang rase tak best .. takpe la.. aku just nk citer jek.. penat dh citer.. esok bos aku ade kat opis.. tadi kot flight die balik dari budapest. so esok takleh la aku mengular.. ok la.. nk tido.. dh lambat lak nih.. bye..

which is important....

2008-06-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

recently a fren of mine asked me. his name is Wan(not real name). 'wut da ya think, is man or women is more important'.. i said both are important. i know he's gonna said diff coz he's kinda always hv diff thought and always like to argue. 'i noe both important, but which one is more important?'he continue asking.. i think for a second. i really can't tell. coz i think both plays important part of life. to be honest i really think that both equally the same. he said that he was been asked with the same question from his fren. his fren said tht womens is more important. but he said mens are more important. his fren said women gave birth to all of us. well my fren said as we all know from wut we'v learn in religous womens came from the back bone of our Prophet Adam a.s. to defends his argument. then his fren said again.. o b4 tht his fren is a guy. not a girl. ok his fren said womens carry us 9month on their belly. then my fren said but mens take care of the rest... the argument tool like two three hours without any conclusion he said.. well he still want my opinion. i still think tht both are important. if we list down all the things that womens and mens should or should not do.. i don't know how many books should we write. even in religous also said tht everyone is equal. god create us so perfect. everyone is the same. men, women, tall, short, rich, poor, smart, stupid, handsome/pretty, ugly.. maybe they are good in part but bad in other part. maybe smart but not pretty. maybe tall but can't walk properly... i think ya guys know wut im tryna say... .. oh no.. need to study.. exams this friday.. wish me luck..

.............

2008-06-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

pasal lagu sebelah ni. penah dgr tak? name of band is 'Hypnotic brass ensemble'. nama pun dah brass so memamng la bunyi cam kumpulan pancaragam skolah STF or SIGS,VI, MTD.. etc. tp lagu² ni mmg menghypnotic diri ini la. actually i discover the band waktu tu pulang dari kerja. naik Luas(commuter). benti kat stephen green. so kene la jalan kaki. mase lalu kat grafton street tu.. biasa la org basking ape sume kan. jap agi tgk ade org kerumun reramai kat satu group ni. usually kalu ade ramai kumpul camtu mesti best. so i stop by. there's this one group of black people yg dressup Hip hop memegang alat² brass dan drum kecik.salah sorang dari mereka tgh citer ape ntah mase tuh.. i think they telling bout their touring around europe. they kinda like citer a bit 'bout themselve. i didnt actually listen to wut they said sbb they about to start playin'. and it was fantastic. i was really hypnotize.. i think they were playin song called WAR. diorang just main satu lagu jek.. coz its just a promo for their show that nite. but i didnt go to tht show malam tu.lagipun penat. mase tu bulan 11 camtu la. so malam agak cepat gak la. so i malas nak hangout kat luar lelame. so i went home. mase balik umah i start search la band . diorang dr us. pastu diorang ni adik beradik cume sorang jek bukan. tp dh kire cam adik beradik gak

bapak die ade kurgiran cam ni gak

jadi diorang ni la yg meneruskan perjuangan ayah diorang tuh.mcm cool la. cam nyesal lak tak beli cd die time tuh. pastu cam nyesal lak tak gi gig die malam tuh. pastu tiap ari pasang ni kat youtube. gabungan trompet,trombone, dan segala tromb termasok drums, menjadi satu bunyi yg sungguh menikam kalbu. start from tht i search some other band yg lebih kurang camtu la. pastu ade jumpe satu band dari jepun. diorang main trompet ni sume gak. tp diorang tu mmg totally ikut style mods.bukan mods yg skinhead tu. tp tak tau la kan. mungkin gak. pasal even skindhead mods kat malaysia pun byk jek tukar gerne selepas beberapa kes yg tidak diingini berlaku melibatkan diorang ni. tp munkin band tu tak kot. style dressup ape sume same la cam mods. cume nampak diorang ni just musician jek kot. nama band tu.. confirm tak ingat... bukan nama band tu confirmed tak ingat, i just said tht i terforgot..anyway. try la cari lagu² jenis camni kat youtube. mesti cool.. start ngan band HYPNOTIC BRASS ENSEMBLE dulu. ok.. try k..

takde tajuk... suke suke..tgh break..

2008-05-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

i did wrote something. suddenly i felt stupid. so i delete.. i think was meant not to be a writer.. but what should i be then... accountant??

im gonna be a pilot...

2008-05-23T17:07:00.000-07:00

since i was a kid, i always wanna be a pilot. even when i got my SPM result n it was not good. i still think tht im gonna b a pilot. tryna figure out how, my dad says there's a way. study engineering, any engineering course will do. is tht true? so i was. in ITM(caw sarawak). in pre-science. hoping to continue in engineering courses. then i got dissmissed. after a year wasting. then continued in BMI. registered in Computer Systems. in the pre level or OND(ordinary national diploma) i was doin .. not too bad. got 2.8 on my CGPA. then i decided to change to Telecomunication Engineering. i still have a feeling becoming a pilot. .. oooh why pilot. coz it look cool. wearing nice suits, most girls love this. hehe. people will look up to me and says.. ' oh my god, ya a pilot now. i feel proud of ya man'. and i heard pilot got paid a lot. hehe. .. buy a condo for myself, a sports car, not forget to give some to my beloved mom n dad. ok..oo .. there is another reason. when i was a kid. im a fast learner. i start ride my bicycle when i was 5 years old. i mean my elder brothers bicycle. then i start riding my motorbike when i was 10. then i start driving cars when i was 12. then i was driving a lorry when i was 15. so assume by 22 i maybe fly an aeroplane.haha.. but till now still not flying any plane. continue to my story.. at the end .. i quit BMI. hahaha. any chance? no more.. forget pilot. no chance. i got a job in Maybank. forget about pilot. .. .. oohh my frens all back. i got a GT4 challenge... ok gotta go. bye

i wanna write something

2008-05-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

hi to anyone,
i try to write somthing but i dnt know wut. i hv lot of thing to say but i dnt know where to start. what should i write. in english or malay. bout' my life or bout someonelse. bout politics? bout music? bout? culture? wat da ya thing. my observation? everyday i look around. so many things to say. ok.. lets talk bout frenship. my thought bout frenship. i know everybody knows bout it...... boring. OMG.. its madonna on the tele. with justin timberlake. they're cool. by the wat.. im at my frens house. they having BBQ. it's summer. everybody's having summer party. hehe.. the best part.. free food. hehe. chicken, hot dogs, ..etc. why are they taking off their cloth. why are they this song 4minutes. .. it's siti's birthday. .. she got lot's of presents. aarrhh shit. i'm fuckin bored. gotta pray.. bye..